Susie💍

He says thank you and that he will consider the request😾🫶🏻

Had to take him to the vet for an emergency. Again.

He has urinary issues and will need a special diet for the rest of his life.

Everyone say ‘good boy’ to Mayhem Agamemnon Augustus III for being okay (and ‘not good boy’ for slowly draining his mother’s savings account ++ causing lots of worry)

Advisor meeting went BRILLIANTLY.
I am now heading into the analysis part of my thesis. 30-35 pages.

8 pages until next deadline.

ONLY 2 more chapters. 40 pages in total. AND. THEN. MY. THESIS. WILL. BE. FINISHED.

Share a TV show that raised you.

(Rewatching once a year for serotonin)

Spuffy4life btw

Writing a Ghoulcy fic because the noseless idiot and the girlie he claims not to like finally consumed me✨

I can feel my autism getting obsessed with Fallout. This is going to get expensive🫡 I WANT EVERYTHING.

I get to see Roy Khan do Kamelot😭

He’ll perform One Cold Winter’s Night in full for the 20th anniversary.

I will FUCKING CRY.

I am the fourth.

Once again I have procrastinated thesis writing until the last possible second. Progress hand-in is tomorrow at 9 pm.

I have 2 chapters to restructure and theory research to do and I DON’T WANNA.

Who decided that I should do a MA?? Oh. It was me. Out of spite cos one teacher told me I was dumb.

Chapter 2 of White Hellebore is out🖤

It contains Adar being distraught, Sauron being a massive bitch and a quote from the Exorcist.

Linked in the comments💕

Dentist went okay😭

Bought a bunch of little treats because I was brave.

My entire head is numb so I’m gonna try to not drool blood on the bus home👹

I came to the same conclusion😩 better to get it done straight away.

Emergency dentist appointment. I want to cry.

I am terrified of the dentist☹️

Infected wisdom tooth gotta come out they said. Only appt available is in 1.5 hours they said.

I don’t want to☹️ but I am on the bus.

Have I done thesis today? No.

I crocheted a scarf though.

Didn’t write any thesis progress today. Nuh-uh.

Did I finish writing chapter 1 and 2 of White Hellebore?

Of course I did. And I filled it with delicious angst of undeniable Maidar flavor. As per usual🥰

Bought a new copy of the Silmarillion so I can annotate with glitter pens✨

Mainly because my last copy is too expensive to touch, the other one is an e-book and the last one is in Norwegian and the translation confuses me.

5/5

I am so sorry, tiny FBI man. I promise I am not depressed or spiraling.

You see, I have little fictional dude who goes through stuff and it needs to be accurate.

It would be better to go back to my old ways of googling medieval torture methods really. It would be less suspicious.

4/

How much deadly nightshade is lethal?

Which poisons cause intense paralysis and hallucinations?

How much foxglove to kill a grown man?

Can wolfsbane be dried or will it lose its potency?

What does hemlock taste like?

3/

I need to find out exactly how much of any given plant one has to ingest to stop living, so to speak.

For research purposes.

So now, due to the tiny FBI man living inside my laptop, iPad and phone, he must think I am planning something egregiously evil. Because my search history is this:

2/

This man could contact the police if I googled something wrong.

I think about this man inside my computer all the time. Especially when I write fics. I tend to dive into darker stuff because ✨trauma✨.

This time, it’s poisonous plants.

Specifically, how poisonous and in which manner.

When I was little my mother told me that there lived a man inside my computer. He was probably FBI, she said. We are Norwegian. We do not have FBI.

She said he lived in there to monitor my internet activity. So if I searched for something I shouldn’t, he would know and scold me.

archiveofourown.org/works/78488181

🖤🖤

Prologue coming soon🫶🏻🥰

I have to agree with this!
The in the moment engagement never even occurred to me!!

Sporadic is definitely the way to go, then🥰

Question:

Is it better to read a fic with sporadic updates or to read a fic that is completed?

I.e:

Do you enjoy waiting for updates or would you rather wait for the entire thing to be finished and published in one go?

Opinions very welcome.

The chicken-legged hut of Baba Yaga kan tourne yn two directiouns: Cluck-wyse and countir-cluck-wyse.

My new Adariel now has a prologue, several chapters and a coherent story line🥰

And horror and heartbreak. Because I am me.

Update again.

FIXED IT🥹 I was just being grammatically and structurally stupid. (Not a rare occurrence)

Now I shall make a playlist, and then write.

Working title: ‘White Hellebore’

Fic update.
I encountered several unfixable plot holes that I will have to explain. I don’t have the strategic plot know-how to do that.

I don’t understand why I can’t just write something simple and uncomplicated with one timeline☹️

Sadly it lives in my head so I have to fix it.