V. Rodionov (Вадим)

I talked to Giselle yesterday. She is always angry and still yelling when she talks to me. Managed to talk to her mom, and her mom said that the kids are healthy, and she also said she is the one who manages the money, and she gave me a complete report. I'm feeling lighter, a little bit.

I know that message was a long time ago, but it still feels odd. Maybe I'm just reading it the wrong way. Maybe I'm overthinking again. I have to attend my therapist next week, I hope this one can speak English fluently.

Apparently, I'm just a tool. I've always been a tool. People never see me more than that. Not even you... and I never learn

Hugged by Judas

Day: Who knows, I think, 24(?)
I feel guilty every day
Guilty that I couldn't protect Lilya
Guilty that I lied to Celina
Guilty for my failed marriage
Guilty that I don't have the courage to be truthful to someone that I thought will be my last

A small brown bunny rests on a blue surface under a tan baseball cap with a black logo.

Day 9. You're starting to forget me. Good.

Day 8. Seems like you're okay, I hope. Eat a lot. I lost weight but I already eat a lot

I have to distance myself from you. I will attend therapy tomorrow morning, not just for the lab test and massage. We can't be together anymore, as much as I want you, I hurt you, I don't deserve you. So I will get help for myself and for you. You said it'll help you move on, then I'll do it.

Day 7: I hope you're eating well. Quit sweets, will ya? I'm scared that your blood sugar might spike

I lost 5kg 🥲

You're not sleeping yet, sweetheart. I'm sorry I caused you so much stress

Dystopian fiction selection at my local Barnes and Noble.

Front and center table at my Barnes and Noble. Good on you, @barnesandnoble.com

Reminds me of her :)

My heart still skipped a beat every time I see your name in my notifications :)

I always wish the best for you

Day 6: Please go to bed on time. Your health matters. There's plenty of things you could do without me:
- you can finally interact without being interrogated
- you can spend time playing games and not worry about our time to call
- you can drink monster
- no need to report where you went/go

There's a flood in Texas, I hope you're okay

Morning you, last time we updated this app is 100 days ago. I want to water our plants and feed the cat... but you’ll get the notifications, I'm scared that'll ruin your day

Hated by someone you still love and care is another level of pain. I deserve all of that.

Any coworkers who see/read this post, don't bother asking. I will only answer your questions rudely.

Foto von Verlagshund, Verlegerin und Verleger am Stand.

Jetzt und bis tief in den Abend im Literarisches Colloquium Berlin: „Kleine Verlage am großen Wannsee“ - unser Stand steht! Und um 18.15 Uhr stellt Simoné Goldschmidt-Lechner ihr Buch „Nerd Girl Magic“ vor.
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Happy 4th of July. 🍦

Day 5, I hope when you wake up, you got a new spirit, feeling better than yesterday, than ever.

I'll live with that...

I hope it's easy for you to forget me. But I won't forget you. I'm not sure if I want a relationship anymore considering my age and history that I have. Might be too much for most people. I don't think at this state of mind I deserve anyone. You're right, though, maybe it's better that I'm alone

This is bullshit.

Not only do ICE bounty hunters refuse to identify themselves, they won’t say where they’re taking the people they’re kidnapping.

Deliberately shuffling detainees from facility to facility so families can’t find them & they miss their chance at legal counsel.
(Anaheim, CA)

Look!!

I still call your name when I'm lying on my bed until I fall asleep, murmured them softly.
It's July 4th in your country, I hope you have e fun times with the fireworks. My American coworkers also lit them in the shared company house