Chas

scared I'm gonna bleed out

woke up to a panic attack bc my period. lol.

if it makes you feel any better you don't have to do that around me! I love you and would like to hear whatever you have to say no matter what!! /g

🙁🙁🙁🙁 I hate being disabled

allowing him back in the house disgusts me.

I really need to stop being in denial

wow you guys really care!

what is the fucking point

I'm so fuckijg close to going back to starving myself I won't lie

stop standing behind me. dude.

I'm starting to think nobody cares abt boundaries and discussion and all that

nightmare abt my grandma's death and then sleep paralysis right after. yeah. 👎

I have decided. my parents aren't helping with my health so the best option is taking myself out

it's so clear nobody cares about me.

I feel like my point is being proven. lol!

might as well just do it 🤷‍♂️

can't call anyone. can't talk to anyone. fuck, whenever I send messages in groups or servers I get ignored. it's so fucking clear people want me to kill myself

great how trump cut funding to the suicide hotline. there's nobody I can call now. 👎 thanks a fucking lot.

I don't think these thoughts are just in my head. they're obviously fucking true.

daily affirmations
- I'm being cheated on
- I have no friends
- I'm ignored for a reason
- I deserve the worst
- I should just die

am I even loved? appreciated? answer is no.

I hate this

imnso fucking exhausted today I can't do this

I'm so fucking exhausted man

it's clear I'm the last person in everyone's mind

nobody fucking likes me why do I bother

like it's so clear nobody actually cares about me

i actually cannot take it anymore

I'm very close to bashing my head into the wall /srs

if I could stop biting myself till I bleed that'd be lovely.