Alexandra

Wise beyond my years, emotions of a child, and lookin like a dumb slut ahh sun, moon, rising

Sorta sweet how my father tries to teach me how to manipulate as an attempt at bonding. Is that problematic? Is my bar in hell still?

Contrary to standard issue, my triggers just fucking annoy me. A positive? I can function relatively well. The pay out? I’m fucking annoyed

Mow ^-^

Must be something in the air since mine made sour dough pasta from scratch haha

Yo my signet would either be telepathic communication or some intinnsicc shit that’ll get me killed

Wait… i think i just need coffee and food

Why do mfs never talk about the struggle of unlearning ingrained self-destruction? Like they mention that its hard and necessary, but never how it feels like that process is like choking yourself until you behave. Which in it of itself is fucking traumatizing and just makes the tendencies worse

Invest in sojuuuuuu !!!

I should speak with deborah about this and invest in a new diary. Y i k e s

On one hand we are absolutely not functioning and the waves are getting exponentially worse. On the other tho… ik it’ll eventually pass and i’ll go back to my baseline of just having 0 motivation, trial n error process is terrifying, and I have no desire to eventually tell my employers when needed

I fear I need meds again… I say for the 8th time knowing im too scared to go through with it

Manspreading wo a dick >>

There is no need for this level of paranoia you traumatized fuck

I truly infuriate myself

You 🫵 motherfucking hooligan. Shaddup. Zip. No talkie talkie

My rubber band broke

I fear I will never be clicking on the did tag ever again :| I did not need to see freaky shit at butt fuck in the morning

I could totally make minesweeper brainrot. Someone needs to teach the new gen anyways

My nose is runny and im cold but my new hoodie is soft and looks awesome. 100% not regretting spending the money I technically don’t have rn lmfao

Jesus this is cringe. Never allowing this to happen again

Strongly debating on whether to look up sleep token fics or actually start school work like a responsible adult

No wike witterawwy who am I whight nowuhwhuh

Making myself digestible? Maybe… (this is a lie. I will be treating this shit like twt)