Mayanako

been a while, ey? photos are color-corrected to look how they appeared to me in real life.

#photography

that was the most inspiring ending of any yume nikki fangame i've ever played, next to the original yume nikki's ending. it has reawakened my christmas spirit after all of the tragedy that has struck me around this time, such as my father leaving me and the december 19th wordle. thank you so much

it is my destiny to be submerged in a body of water and accumulate years of water damage until i'm completely unsalvageable why am i D R Y

tbh if i died i would be pretty honored to have my corpse be used in a game. i intend on making art out of the corpses of my loved ones who i outlive, and i wouldn't mind being used in someone else's art after my own passing.

the emptiness may persist but at least i'll never be as empty as the rich folk.

happy 100 posts guys. i'm truly glad that this big milestone was brought upon us by a post containing such anguish and despair

when there's a somewhat popular roblox game that looks really really good and everything you've seen of it looks really cool but the name of it is just yourrfucking DEADNAME

having medical trauma and being trans is a nightmarish combination of traits to live with

i'm so tempted to pin this fucking tab and just have it on my browser at all times i feel like this needs to be preserved

if i click away and back arrow to the previous screen it doesn't fix the quality at all i fuckigcant

somehow, some way, the fandom wiki managed to reduce the quality of the tsukasa 1 star card to microballs when it appeared in the "Explore" tab. i am laughing disproportionately hard at this

stuart little could literally be your step father and you wouldn't even know

art.

what am i even supposed to make of this

the abyssal hole you find yourself in seems infinite, as if there was nothing outside of it to begin with. life was always this way. the only difference is that you weren't able to notice before, and now, you can't look away anymore.

something about having depression from a young age is that along with the memory loss making it hard to imagine a life where you're not depressed it's also really hard to tell how much of what you're remembering was just because you were a child so of course everything seemed great back then.

i don't know if this is a hot take in the dandy fandy or not but as much as i love characters being headcanoned as using the "it" pronoun (as an it pronoun user myself) i feel like vee would not like being referred to as "it" considering the. well. everything actually

problem: bug in toilet. i fear it
solution: he pronoun in bio. i piss standing up

hello, thank you for being here :)

#photography

if you were born on the 4th day of july then congratulations they are lighting those fireworks off in your area exclusively for You

fourth of july is over. reminder that it doesn't actually exist because america isn't real. the only holidays celebrated on this day are people's birthdays

being home schooled is so strange because i see posts on pinterest and shit about things that happen in school that i've never heard of before and people in the comments are relating to it and sharing stories and it's like an ancient scroll to me that i can't decipher

empty agaisn

and if i say that evil orbsman's voice makes me wet? what will you do now, mortal?

oh and i forgot to mention the fact that they moved the washer and dryer from the laundry room out to the fucking lawn overnight. just. i don't even know why. they also have this??? fence thing. that they have underneath the stairs. for some fucking reason. they moved that outside too

my apartment is truly a magical place. they decided to change the carpet in the main hallway without telling us. boy, i love toxic fumes!!!!! but what gets me is that one of the handrails leading up to the entrance to the building has been completely fucking destroyed for no apparent reason

featuring screenshot i did not draw as the background, i found the Forget-Me-Not location in Collective Unconscious with a friend yesterday and decided to draw Shelly based on it :) time to tag two fandoms who have nothing to do with each other!

#dandysworld #collectiveunconscious #shellyfossilian

it is pride month! happy pride month!

i think this year, it would be nice to be my other half more often. maybe then i can "disappear". maybe 18 years was enough. maybe it's time for her to take my place entirely.