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I WILL NEVER SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT HIM DW 🫡

WAS NOTHING COMPARED TO WHAT THEY WENT THROUGH, I WAS JUST A WITNESS- I don't understand how THIS of all things I've been through has ruined me for seven. fucking. years.

Sorry for the vent, I just need this off my chest and have nowehere else to say it.

I still flinch if someone I care about even mentions money problems in passing. 4 medications, 6 therapists, 3 hospital visits, countless relapses, and a suicide attempt (maybe two, I don't remember that night enough to know for sure), 7 fucking years and I'm still like this, AND WHAT I WENT THROUGH

Hefty TW for discussions of a past attempt, SH, food insecurity, general PTSD venting
I was never food insecure but I had to watch people I cared about go through it and saw shit no 14 year old should have ever seen. Now all those people are in better spots but

I wish there was a way I could make someone else feel what I'm feeling or experience the memories I did without yk actually doing anything to them because I'm so fucking tired of people trying to invalidate my trauma just because it's so specific.

I must face my fears..........

I need money cause I gotta commission someone for a 3D model of Molten from my x reader fic 💔💔💔 /hj

yk, Count The Ways never calls Freddy "he"

Have we considered the idea that CTW Freddy could be a woman? /hj

Thank you to the people who have been patient with me, but until further notice, all comms except sketches are closed. Because the way I'm doing comms now is not sustainable nor is it professional of me.

This is not the fault of anyone else, this is ENTIRELY on me. This isn't me saying I hate doing comms, I actually enjoy doing them when I'm able to lock in.

But it shouldn't take me over a year to do two pieces. And until I can get my shit together, I don't wanna make anyone wait like that again.

From here on until

1. My life isn't as unstable as it is
2. I have an actually effective way to treat the fact I have no motivation for art anymore

I will not be taking anymore full shaded comms. At most I'll do sketches that's it.

Spent a month working on and off on a blender animation for a song only to now have to scrap it because turns out the artist is a POS. And I know separate art from the artist is a thing but with how recent it is, I'd rather not touch it with a 10ft pole.

Happy Birthday Funtime Freddy /j

I FULLY AGREE. He also lightly bites out of affection-

Anyone who draws Funtime Freddy skinny needs to have Animatronic Protective Services called on them cause clearly they aren’t feeding him well enough. /j /lh

The food nicknames are just very funny to me coming from CTW FunFred especially because yeah he can use them as an admiration thing but it also lowkey feels like a threat

In fics I always write Reader or whoever his partner to say "big guy," "cuddlebear," "Funfetti/confetti"

I can't really imagine SL FunFred calling anyone "babe" or most of the "normal" nicknames for a partner, but he'd still have affectionate ones mixed in with smth crazy goofy.

Depending on which FunFred.
CTW FunFred? No. You will forever be some crazy niche reference nickname or actual food nickname (which If you think about it is a threat considering his main weapon is...his stomach-)

SL FunFred? I think his nicknames would be a mix of affectionate and weird, though

THANK YOU.

both of these are compliments

1. His stupid ass voice
2. Puntable but like in a loving way

ykw just to give y'all a glimpse of what we're working with-
Tw: mentions of physical abuse

>:)

It's not the Funtime Freddy x Reader fic btw, it's a prequel though. It's a one shot that gets into the nitty gritty of what he actually went through.

I apologize in advance for the absolutely soul crushing one shot Funtime Freddy fic I'm writing.

According to the character encyclopedia he also has a claw in his belly that I could totally see him using practically. (It freaks every other animatronic out but he doesn’t care cause it’s useful)

It also seems like his programming only kicks in if there’s a singular child in the room, not an adult. He’d have to consciously choose to do it. However I headcanon that Freddy himself would be paranoid about it.

Simple. Headcanon him to have padding and fur. 🫡

Now the tummy is where it's at, that's the best pillow on him ❤️