Lucky Dog

Feeling very, very soft today. Bittersweet. Grateful, tender... many other things.

Sidney (my motherly dog sona) lays curled up, deep in thought.

Gifted with a feeling so fleeting.

Sidney (my motherly dog sona) lays curled up, deep in thought.

Gifted with a feeling so fleeting.

(Sorry to SF pals, this trip did not have the wiggleroom to coordinate meets-ups. But I'll absolutely be back.)

Mr. S is the coolest store I have ever been in in my life.
I love being a kinky weirdo so fucking MUCH, dude.

Love being a dom, love leather, love impact, love this slice of community that I've finally let myself cross into, instead of just stalking the edges daydreaming...

If there were ever a curse put on me in life, it's that it was decided I was never going to have a simple path.

That no single, simple answer was going to be the wholly correct answer, and I would never be allowed to be fully content.

And I'm sorry, but wigs and breast plates aren't it for me.

I need it to be my body. And that'll just never be the case for so many reasons, ignoring that I had top surgery (and thank god I did!! People are complex, it's ok!!) 🤷‍♂️

Oh well. I'll prob delete this later, just annoyed.

... an absolutely AWFUL teenager neckbeard and chin scruff lol. 😩

Idk man. I'm annoyed a lot lately at the limitations of being a person made of skin and bone who rolled the wrong default settings. :\

Trying to find a long hairstyle that feels queer, affirming, doesn't just get me misgendered to hell, but helps me cater to those occasions has been a big of a slog right now.

So many guys with long(er) hair are capable of growing some scruff to balance things out. I can grow...

Idk. It's annoying as fuck when you have two yous who are strong physical opposites, and one of those "yous" is kind of a dysphoria minefield requiring a shit ton of trust, that's highly situational but really important for your sexual and emotional/affectionate self expression.

Also fighting the forever internal war of "fuck dude I wish I had a light switch."

I think it's similarly complicated as my breeding/nursing kink + pregnancy phobia + being a trans guy.

In certain circumstances, y'boy wants to be a lactating Mom lol.
For both very horny and very soft reasons.

Haha no worries! Sounds like you had a great time overall, I'm glad! I hope you'll keep experimenting with it.

Damn, really? That's awesome haha.
Was it the demon cow?

Oh hell yeah!! How'd that go?

HEH. 💛

23.) Have I introduced you to a kink?

28 and 29.) Nah.

30.) I've never traveled just for sex!

Let's see what pics I can responsibly slap onto the end of this for fun...

24.) I've gotta skip this one for privacy, sorry!

25.) Uh... maybe at an actual stocked dungeon or bathhouse I guess.

26.) First partner and I were both 17, and oldest was 39 when I was 20. (Consensual, but a bad time, tbh.)

27.) My leather kit is fun to wear! Jocks are fun, too.

22.) Directly from someone interacting with me? Probably rubber, TF and hypno from my partner's early commissions lol. Everything else I've picked up vicariously from media/communities.

23.) You tell me, friends.

15.) Uh most days.

16.) On camera live? No. Recorded? Yes, many times lol. It's hot.

17.) 1 wand and 5 dildos atm.

18.) Depends lol. Anywhere from 3 - 120 minutes.

19.) Both, yep. Haven't given oral to a clit/vulva, but everything else yeah!

20.) Both, and love it.

21.) Yep! Dildos and vibes.

13.) I love this question. I think it could be fun to learn how to rope top sometime?

14.) Needleplay imagery involving feet or other sensitive bodyparts. I wish I had whatever positive chemical association needle play folks have to the sensation because it'd make my life a LOT easier haha.

12.) I want to see more quiet, smaller masculine power/dominant bottoms, especially those with masculine tops who ACT dominant (but are actually braindead little lapdogs behind closed doors.)

I feel like I see so much masc sub top, fem dom(me) bottom and that's just not me.

11.) I think mooost of my kinks fold into some flavor of power exchange. I love structure, reward and punishment systems, tasks, dressing someone, obedience, training, etc.

It's such a fun reliable soup base for me to add other ingredients to!

9.) The transitional areas between stomach/hip/groin, upper back/shoulders, neck, ass and thighs are probably my favorites.

10.) Would you call breeding "vanilla" lol...?

We haaave! We've known each other since 2011, he was a commissioner first lol.

8.) To the extent that I have "a type", it's wicked smart, chill, introspective, goofy dorks who can easily make me laugh, who have some kind of passion. I'm a listener by nature, so I love a talker and/or someone who enjoys quiet bonding.

Sexually - good hygiene, respect and informed consent.

The general broad/barebones definition I've consistently seen though is basically that sexual attraction only happens after an emotional connection.

I think social media will always be too cramped of a space to explain why I choose to use it thoroughly haha.

6.) I’d rather know someone before playing! I never really did hookups, I like how knowing someone helps me mash the fuck out of their buttons lol.

7.) 1-on-1 is my pref but I’ve done group stuff and it’s fine!

4.) I am definitely not a virgin lol. My first consensual sex was at 17.

5.) I am! Of 13 years. I dated 2 guys before this.

I can count on less than five fingers in my nearly 37 years of life that I’ve felt like that. I thought I was completely ace for a long time lol.

I can tell when someone looks nice or could be fun to play with, but it’s VERY different for me.