08.03.2026 20:51 β
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Blue sky needs to make the flashes app much better and similar to TikTok and Instagram. I would be making content on the flashes app all the time if it wasnβt so crappy
07.03.2026 21:01 β
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And itβs only March 5th lmao
05.03.2026 08:18 β
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05.03.2026 08:16 β
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05.03.2026 02:34 β
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05.03.2026 01:38 β
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I really hope so too β₯οΈ
04.03.2026 08:43 β
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Thank you so much. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. There are times where I see people trying to help me with this on here, and I just cry out of happiness, relief, and knowing that people really do care about me and want to help. π₯Ή
04.03.2026 07:23 β
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(21) PTSD when thereβs no guarantee any of the treatments will work.
03.03.2026 16:04 β
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(20) to focus on finding a provider who can do the surgery and fundraising for all of the expenses if I need to, is because the surgery is done once I do it. I never have to do it again verses having to constantly fight with insurance and a bunch of other things just to try to get treatment for the
03.03.2026 16:01 β
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(19) anyhow I didnt mean for this post to be so long, itβs just really complicated. To clarify, I can legally pay out of pocket as long as I find providers who are NOT contracted with Medicaid. so I can fundraise for non Medicaid providers if I need to. and the reason why i feel the best option is
03.03.2026 15:59 β
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(18) I still hold out hope, and I still look into things when I find potential treatment options, but itβs pretty damn hopeless. The system is so broken that no amount of βthinking outside the boxβ to try to get help got me anywhere. It was always a dead end.
03.03.2026 15:06 β
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(17) then it will come my way at some point. But if not, then it is what it is and I wonβt be able to get the help I need.
03.03.2026 15:01 β
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(16) get the medical care I need, etc. and after so many years of trying, I was utterly exhausted from it. I had no energy left to make even one more phone call, or to do anything else to try to get help. I was beyond burned out. so I finally just said fuck it, if Iβm meant to get the help I need
03.03.2026 14:59 β
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(15) to give those injections was several hours away from where I live.
so thatβs the recurring combo of issues I always run into. itβs either insurance, canβt legally pay out of pocket, have no money to pay for a hotel room, have no car, no one who can take time off of work to take me to
03.03.2026 14:57 β
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(14) Iβve also looked into getting injections in my neck to treat the PTSD because thereβs evidence it works really well for some people. well then I found out that just 1 injection would cost $4,000. and I would have to do it more than once a year. And the only provider I could find who was trained
03.03.2026 14:55 β
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(13) so I canβt switch my insurance at all, and I also canβt even move away to be closer to the healthcare I need because again, I will lose my doctor and then there goes all my access to my meds.
03.03.2026 14:50 β
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(12) works. and those meds are some of the only meds that have adequately treated my severe OCD. before I got on them, I was having compulsions up to 13 hours per day. you couldnβt pay me to live like that ever again.
03.03.2026 14:48 β
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(11) if I do then I will lose my doctor and all other access to the clinic I go to. Heβs one of the very few doctors who will prescribe the meds I need because they are controlled substances. Most doctors wonβt prescribe them at all or if they will they wonβt prescribe the dose that actually
03.03.2026 14:46 β
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(10) so just accessing therapy has been incredibly frustrating because thereβs no therapists where I live who are available and take my insurance. I have also tried to switch my insurance just so I could have better access to the healthcare I need and I canβt even switch my insurance because
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