Alut

Healthy sprout.

(L to R)

#hamgeung #함긍

The focus is not on hamgeung though, LOL!
archiveofourown.org/works/56737132

And that is the reveal.

Anyway, it's from a fic of mine! Link below.

Doodle of 🖤 wondering why ❤️ hyung doesn't have any ears. He has though.

I'll reveal them for 1 like, LOL.
#hamgeung #함긍

No, Para. What is wrong with YOU?

Why are YOU following this account instead of my main one, PARA?

A desk mate. A yapper. Not 🖤’s type at all. It should be annoying, but why does 🖤 find it so endearing?

A series of #hamgeung #함긍

Personally one of my favorite pieces of Bamby, LOL.

#플레이브

Trying out the line art trick I know but never actually trying it out with #긍놔 #geungnoa.

5 Would Do Anything Ticket is very all x 5 biggest big brain from duduks.

이두박근!

#함긍 #hamgeung

Thank you for the spam, Para. /gen

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“I like you, isn’t that enough for you to not worry about anyone else? Am I not enough for you?” Hmin whispered to no one.

Time went by with the guy waiting for Hmin’s response and Hmin watching his blank screen silently. Hmin heard the awkward jammed breath that followed with door’s creaking open and closed.

Neither tears nor everything Hmin had consumed settled calmly in his body. Both were on the edge of leaking out.

This ritual has been going on for days, weeks, months. The only thing that made Hmin special for him, made Hmin the only one for him, made Hmin different from the others. Now made Hmin feel nauseous.

Somehow, the entire one-way dialogue of that guy made Hmin numb. This was not the first time Hamin ended up as his trash can of emotion, letting him dump everything he had felt to Hmin. Filling full Hmin's emotion with sadness and frustration.

Realizing that Hmin did not reply to him even after minutes, the guy stood up, “I-I’ll just leave, yeah? Thank you for letting me invade your apart, um… See you later?”

“I do love her, but maybe I just didn’t sacrifice enough for her, and my other exes. Maybe that is why they broke up with me and left my call hanging. Damn…”

“And just this afternoon she jumped at me while I was just stepping outside my house. Saying stuff like I can't be the better boyfriend and things, y’know? Come to think of it, I guess it is my fault…” he sighed.

“Yesterday, I decided to prioritize our practice and ignore her texts the entire day. Just a day.”

Hmin murmured, “Yeah?”

That’s stupid.

“I know it’s stupid… Sometimes I feel like I’m not myself when loving someone. Silly, isn’t it?”

It is silly.

Hmin heard the shuffle behind his head. He continued, “I have tried all the things they asked me for. Skipping our practice, always get myself standby in case they call me to ride them somewhere, or even stop playing LoL just for me to accompany them shopping!”

While he was glad that silver guy would run to him whenever he was down, but seeing the lines on that face always brought Hmin’s heart to an itch.

“It was easy for me to love,” he started. Hmin tried too hard to control his heartbeat. “Why not with theirs?”

The other guy hummed. Hmin couldn’t exactly try to visualize his face. With him still facing Uno-hyung with his back, he just could not confront to whatever expression Uno-hyung was currently showing right now. Not yet.

“Still a part of my life nonsense, though, right?”

“Right.”

“What nonsense?”

“My life nonsense?”

“Your love life nonsense.”

Hmin prefers the unfaltering speech of God who knows why can’t he be quiet.

“Don’t you want to talk about it, hyung?” he asked without turning his head around.

“Should I..?” came the answer with a question mark. “Are you not tired, Hminnie? Listening to my bunch of nonsense?”