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learning to play “sober to death” by carseat headrest on guitar

flawed mangoes makes really good music

unfinished little self portrait sketch

i am learning to play “the way things go” by beabadoobee on the guitar! i know the chords, i just need to get better at playing now. this is the second song that i know how to play on my guitar!

flappy

i have been talking to one of my high school best friends more often! it is hard being an international student, so far away from home, growing up away from the people who knew me before i was ever a person. i might see him again this summer!

i hope the motel lady still feeds the two cats well. i hope someone, who is able to care for them of course, takes both pretty girl and old boy home with them and cares for them and showers them with love. i hope they are okay. i wish i could have taken them.

she’s just a kitty, i wonder how confused she was to wake up one day in a strange room, far from home, with all the people who were supposed to love her —all the people she knew— gone and not coming back for her….it made and still makes me cry.

and pretty girl…i cried a little when the lady told me a family just abandoned her. how could they do that? you left a daughter behind! she was so sweet, pretty girl. i wish i could’ve taken the kitties with me and gotten them some help. poor, sweet kitties.

old boy made me so sad because he was obvious more afraid of humans and would not let me come as near him as pretty girl did. one of his eyes was so cloudy, and both were crusted so bad.

i had four cans of tuna with me. i fed the kitties two cans of my tuna and left the remaining two in the room with a note for the nice lady who worked at the front desk to please feed it to the kitties.

over the summer i stayed at a motel near yosemite. there were two cats that the lady at the front desk nicknamed old boy and pretty girl. pretty girl had been left by past guests. they just left her there. the prettiest girl, and old boy had such bad eyes, and i think about them often.

oh my

drinking diet coke!

good luck!!!!

just started reading lonesome traveler by jack kerouac! it’s only 152 pages so i am going to try to savour it…may start my reread of frankenstein while reading this to aid in lengthening my reading experience.

finally finished reading lolita!

I GET TO GO HOME IN MAY!! it’s been too long…california oh how i miss you…and i get to see my baby brother!!! and my highschool friends if theyre in town!!

he is both so talented and so dedicated to music, i will never not be proud of him!! my baby brother!! please stream!

I Want to Talk About You Jonah Hiro · Song · 2023

my baby brother 🫶 open.spotify.com/track/56SdGJ...

send me the listing for hobo corpse 🙏 need a job

no my head is weird shaped

brent peterson

i am almost done reading lolita! after this i think i will either reread frankenstein or start lonesome traveller by jack kerouac…

i am wearing my cowboy belt today!

i think im going to rewatch my fav literati episode of gg. they drive me so crazy.

there is a gif i would like to use to respond to this, however they have yet to add gifs to this app!

i went through locksons following

currently reading lolita. i really like how its written, the writing style is very playful and poetic with lots of alliteration. however, the subject matter is so disturbing that despite my love for it, i wanna bash my head in the wall.

methinks ill treat this like a spam of random thoughts and shit bc only a few of my super cool mutuals are moots w me here