chubbi

sometimes i imagine myself as a character in an anime and get really happy for a sec, only to think about the fanart i'd get and make myself irrationally angry

i think tenna and spamton are interesting characters and i do like them, but i despise their popularity

toby could just post random doodles of the characters that aren't concept art at all just to get artists to go bonkers over it. i think he enjoys it. i would do the same

trying to usher my twitter followers here is a pain considering how angry people here seem to be at bluesky

i don't think im a bad artist but im so bad at basically every other life skill ever that it cancels out and im the equivalent of mush on the sidewalk

i need to get a new phone....
the camera on my current one is not great...

#luckysoupe
the charms are cute, thank you

(my cat was in my lap and chomped on starwalker...)

they'd probably try to hold it back but if it ever got to the point where it's too much they'd just turn into a puddle. saddest puddle you'd ever laid eyes on

inconsolable.

i think kris would be an ugly crier
like they don't usually cry but when they do it's because they bottled it up and something shattered them

how do you make and sell merch. i wanna do that but i dont know how. everyone else seems to know how except MEEEE

i need to go exercise more
im so riddled with anxiety i think it's making me more restless

despite me being sick thanks to my period this birthday wasn't half bad at all

as an artist i think im actually quite mediocre
i don't do proper training and studies like i'm supposed to because i lack the discipline to keep it up more than a day

i want to improve, but my horrific habits and temperament make me feel like im stagnating

lately ive been dreaming of having my own manager
someone who handles the business deals and invoices and just tells me what i gotta draw. then i hand it to them and they send it to clients and i don't ever gotta worry about talking to people

just because you play a song with a harp and violin doesn't mean it's better
that's why i can't stand orchestra covers of songs. it usually ruins what made the song appealing in the first place. 80% of a song is it's instruments imo

whenever a fanfic summary uses the word "ensue" i just automatically assume it's gonna be bad 😭

"shenanigans ensue" "hijinks ensue" ok 15 year old tumblr user

i lost my goddamn tablet pen im gonna kill someone

i wish there'd be a meme where characters of different media open dark fountains. it needs to be more commonplace it's so silly

i also don't like it when people tag "nonbinary kris"
that's like tagging "girl susie"
"male asgore"

i see a deltarune fanfic. it looks like it has a good premise. it has decent grammar. the title is interesting. and then they unfortunately pull out a "male kris" and im so revolted i immediately back out of the page

who wants to give me 1500 dollars so i can get. washer and dryer

i hope bluesky takes off cuz ive been trying to grow my following here to prep for when twitter finally dies

yes.
hello toby hope you're well

#deltarune

i love constantly refreshing the deltarune spriters resource page (i am patiently waiting for the church dark world sprites to be uploaded)

i got my first follower on vgen YIPPEEEEEEEEE

the curse of being a good artist is that inevitably eyes are gonna start following you if you post any of your art anywhere. and with eyes comes unwanted attention

LOU KRISP ART RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

if I never finish all of them take this one (+1/2) kris
#deltarune

shoutout to specific cashiers that work late that don't wanna be there and keep quiet. no small talk just doing their job and letting me not fumble a conversation 🔥🔥🔥