I really cant take this much more. Im so exhausted, I feel so numb after being broke up with and idek how I feel about it. Im so fed up and frustrated with alot of things and then I cant even play with my friends because they just aren't on or dont want to play the games I do so I'm just feeling like shit and in a lot of physical numbly going through the motions and yeah I have fun with them when we play things that I really dont wanna play but after everything there's so much angst and oomf talking shit and im very socially awkward and weird and keep calling cero they instead of she and idek if cero wants to be called cero or what she wants to be called and idk if our friend knows she's trans so it makes things more complicated for my brain and idk how to talk to Srue now or what to do and my life feels like a dead end. My addiction got worse and I relapsed and I dont have much hope or reasons to continue going in general other than just doing it. I'm just.. idk man, I'm exhausted.
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