Idgie Heather Ljunggren

I've kept some form of journal on and of for most of my life.

Recently I've gone from analysing my thoughts to just writing down a few things that have happened each day, like I did as a kid.

Feels good to step away from the endless ranting of my emotions for a while and focus on observations.

Hate when I'm having that sort of cold that gives low fever and just makes you really tierd.

Its so hard to know if the fever will burn out or just linger and then rise again as soon as you do something...

Gonna try to take a short walk later, se how I feel afterwards.

🥰

Platypus like clay figurine on a plate. Not yet dried.

Platypus like clay figurine on a plate. Not yet dried.

Platypus like clay figurine on a plate. Not yet dried.

My son asked me to make a clay Platypus. 🥰

Gave it a quick try, quite hard! Rather cute though. Might try again, doing a slightly bigger one.

#platypus #magicalbazaar #witchsky

Lifes divided now
A before and
an after

When we had that fantastic gelato
laughed at the pier
people dancing
In the sunset

Was that before
Or had the end
already
begun?

Kör inte lika mkt standup längre tyvärr, behövt fokusera på annat. Men ska ev köra i Uppsala till våren. Bor du i sthlm nu?

Is it cake? Is wonderful to binge when your home with a cold. I love Mikey Day! 😍

Really need to practicing just sitting down, doin nothing. Whenever I try, I get really stressed. Constantly need to read, watch something, do something with my hands. Its like im not alive if I don't move.

I get this flashes of feeling unreal. Like, who the fck am I.

Do you say that this is not special effects? Insane!!!😮

Yellow, cracked round cookies on two plates.

Cookies!

Don't know if these ones only exist in Sweden, but they're called Drömmar (dreams)

These are made with vanilla and saffron. The crisp texture comes from using hartshorn/bakers ammonia instead if baking powder.

Had a wonderful movie evening with two good friends.

Wicked for Good was great and Stockholm felt friendly.

We went for hot drinks afterwards at a cozy café/bar and just talked about all and everything.

Print in black and white with the text LIFE IS WEIRD depicting a horse giraf human like creature.

Print by german artist David Schmitt.

Thanx to @rikardfvs.bsky.social for the tip!

Cinema poster from Wicked for good.

On my way to see this!!
💚🩷💚🩷

Queer person with bare torso, photo taken just abow the breasts. Closed eyes, strange shadows. Photos with faded colors.

Self portrait.

You could probably write a pretty good crime novel though. ☺️. Filled with conspiracy theories and slightly occult secret societies.

Sending lots if hugs and good vibes your way. ❤️

YouTube video by ikea meatballs rate this 1-10 #beats #firemusic

Proud over my kiddo who have built up the courage to start posting one of his beats at YouTube for the first time.

He would probably things me posting this is embarrassing, but he's not in bluesky. ☺️

Please give him a follow if u want to!

youtube.com/shorts/uOGWr...

Think im gonna do a ritual for myself tonight.

Need to sit down, focus and just let myself feel without trying to distract myself from thinking.

Its scary though, and hard.

But first, im gonna make myself something nice for dinner. Cooking with care is like a spell in itself.
#witchsky

❤️ At least where not alone in feeling like this.
We'll support eachother!

Understand that.❤️ I don't really wanna avoid friends and lovers. I just need to practice being more comfortable with being with myself. Its hard though, cause even if I like being by myself in peace and quiet, its a new situation for me. This is the first time ive lived alone. Ever. 😅

Sorry for using bluesky as a therapy room, but tonight is not a good one.

I feel sad, lost and quite useless. Im angry with myself for drinking to often when I know it makes my bad feelings worse.

Im worried about my dad.

Im worried cause I keep letting myself be addicted to company.

Went to the pub after work. Had to pints and read several chapters of "The last lifeboat" by Hazel Gaynor.

Maybe beer was a bad idea. I feel a bit worried and unreal. Found out yesterday that my dad's in hospital.
He just fell down outside of his job, and they don't know what happend.

Trees next to a road, lights in the dark. Gloomy morning sky.

The same wiew but zoomed in on all the jackdaws in it.

Tree full of Jackdaws!

Book cover with a painted potraits of frankensteins monster. Lots of ornaments and art decoish typing.

Gonna spend the night with this fantastic book that I've wanted to read for a long time.
Its a sort of mashup between madeup therapy notes, pop culture and literature history where 4 famous monsters see a modern therapeut.

Feels so good to travel home from work in the december gloom, knowing that I have a cozy evening in the company if an awsome person to look forward to.

Why do I find this a bit sexy? 😉

Felt quite scary to post that video of me singing yesterday. But it felt good afterwards! I think im gonna try to start playing a bit more again, working on my writing skills and my voice.

Oh, need to listen to that again. I think I heard some of those episides. Maybe we could colab in some way. In any case, thanks for your kind words!