🔞 just jokebear

like damn i may not be plump or sweet, but that tone inspires me to beg

anytime my mind goes quiet, i hear "plump sweet and begging for cream" said by arin hansen. Not because i am any of those things but because the voice he says it with is so iconic.

#discoelysium

Actually maybe the thing that eats at me is that they expect me to like them just cause we have a shared interest. Like. Cmon 💀

IDK maybe its just eating at me cause ive experienced that all my life. God forbid i connect with people im actually interested in naturally DAMN. And on top of that im picky with who i talk to.

is it not weird when people expect you to be friends/moots with people?
"oh youre not following each other? so sad!"

on god. we have never talked. we have never interacted. im not losing anything 😭. if i actually cared about them then yeah its a shame... but also an it is what it is kinda thing.

also glad i was born with a deeper voice. My range isnt utterly abyssmal B)

the biggest diff with toby fox rpgs and literally anything else is that you can feel the charater through the dialogue box and sound effects. Makes it much easier to figure out a voice and energy for them

deltarune is the most fun ive had voice acting in a while

i love voicing shit

I love DE skills
I call these two King and Queen. They don't get along tho, both are shit toxic
But it's just funny to see any skills interacting with each other deliberately in the game, forming strange combinations
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#DiscoElysium #DiscoElysiumSkills

i just looked at my old fanart for my fic and i. I CAN FINALLY YAP ABOUT IT. OR I REDRAW IT AND YAP....

thighfucking...

#nsfwart #yaoi

ok. shit. time to lock in on editing again.

IM GONNA KMS!!!!!!

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im getting emotional again.... MY SHAYLAAAA FUCKKCK

omg someone commented about the discontinued fic and AHHHH ALMOST CRIED. Im like lwk mourning the loss of the project bruh. UGH going through the notes like this is killling me. This couldve been something 😭

that was pretty fun. I should keep this mood by disappearing for the day nod nod

Idk if that means it was ass or so good that aint no way i wrote it myself 💀

AINT NO WAY MY FRIEND AAID MY SPEECH FROM CHATGPT 😭😭😭😭😭

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I complain a lot PFTFST. This is the only place im chill talking about my shit tho.

I feel bad for my friend but damn that dysphoria is overwhleming. I spent five minutes crying in the bathroom wiping it off with water lawd…. WHICH WASNT EVEN WORKING ANYWAY.

Bruh ofc im forced to wear makeup as soon as we get here. People just love making me feel the worst 😭.

omfg im getting waitlisted on everything. DAMMIT 😭. God im sorry i took so long i thought i would be happy relaxing but i cant do it anymore

kekeke gonna have a summer class so i can fill up my time :3

this is gen what i get for being so disorganized with it. The most organized was separating by chapter. Within those chapters, its a fuckin free for all. Especially when i was still working... dear god. Literally just typed in wherever and went back to work

im being hit with the fact i have a lot of notes on this fic.... and i have to read and sort it so its ACTUALLY understandable sob

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wait this is lwk crazy. I can draw with less guilt. Only obstacle is getting myself to draw but at least its EASIER. Like genuinely it got to the point where i felt guilty doing anything that isnt writing. It SUCKED. Now its like. Fuck what else should i annihilate.

crazy things happen when i let myself think