sugarplum 𝔉airy 🧚🏽‍♀️

i hate when my day doesnt go as planned

….

did i heal or just avoid my triggers

stop telling everyone what God called u to do seeking their validation

protect your call

im really cleaning my life up one step at a time i will be unrecognizable next year

today marks the start of my journey through celibacy 🤍

why i put myself ina position to get 5hr of sleep when i been in my room literally all day is 😩

if coach can make a come back mike is up next !

poor michael aint do nun to nobody

or not maybe i just have to say something and all my problems will be fixed

i could speak up. i could easily speak up. but then it will forever be a side eye bc i said sum about fucking towels

bc literally what is the solution

if u need a towel grab a clean one not a used one its that simple

bc i refuse to have conversation about “bathroom rules” like the sense should be common

its always small and simple things a out me sharing a bathroom w other ppl that just always lead me to the conclusion that i need to live by myself

and the main reason i feel a way is bc towels have a tendency to disappear and never be fucking found again and these towels i specifically spent my own money on when i was in college so no u cant use them and take them over ur friends house for them never to he seen again

like i shouldn’t have to say “dont use this towel i only use it for my face” just dont use a used towel ??

like instead of grabbing a clean towel from the linen closet you grab mine ??

why do i have to hide my towels in my room so my sister wont use them ??

like u clearly going to go out every weekend whether i go or not so why am i going out my way to go out when i really dont care to

no need in trying to keep up w ppl who never miss a beat

i dont need to be overwhelmed with social events. i show up if i show up

i think this is how i want my life to stay

now if i go speak to my old friend fr and say what really went down id be wrong ?

my friendship w one of my hs best friends is forever tarnished bc of what another best friend said about her just for them to have never missed a beat

but i will never follow blindly again

okay let me not say never

thats that weird shit

if she aint do shit to me we still cool bc whats crazy is u getting back cool w her but everyone else still not friends w her bc of u