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J. V. Nightingale

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they/star/he So much has been happening in my personal life. I feel disoriented and overwhelmed and hopeless, and I don't foresee an end to any of it. I'm so sorry...

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Let's be honest, I'm not good enough to earn anything from my writing, even if the technical things work out. No one's going to read it, and if they do, they certainly won't enjoy it. I've had it proven to me time and time again that nobody likes me or anything I create. I should keep it to myself.

18.11.2025 00:06 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I found three different typos just from skimming that I somehow missed over countless sessions of editing. Should I give up or publish it anyway? I've already sent it out to get the copyright approved, so there's no turning back now, unfortunately...

#writersky #imgoingtoloseallofmymarbles

17.11.2025 19:43 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

FUCKKFHFHFFFFFHHHHHHGHGH

17.11.2025 19:40 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Nevermind, I know I'll never be good enough.
I need to stop caring about whether or not my peers will like my works. People's standards are perpetually growing higher than I could ever reach. Me having no support, despite my efforts, means nothing.
Forget I said anything, and judge me how you wish.

03.11.2025 05:13 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Quinn, without a doubt.
Jean has a difficult time with self-love just like Quinn, but at least they can accept the love that others give them. Quinn, however, feels as though they aren't deserving of love because of lifelong guilt over things they can't control.

#writersky #IntertwinedSeries

02.11.2025 22:13 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Demarcus was, briefly. His parents kicked him out a little while before his first year of uni, so until he could move into the dorm, he was on his own. He managed to get financial help from his extended family later on, even though they live far away.

#dailyocs #writersky #IntertwinedSeries

02.11.2025 18:50 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I guess my point is to ask people to go easy on me once the book does finally make it onto digital shelves. Like, really put "don't judge a book by its cover" into its most literal practice. I know people generally don't do that, especially when it comes to self-published works, but still...

02.11.2025 16:52 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Intertwined is a passion project, yes, but idk, it'd be nice if I could feel even a shred of confidence that anyone besides me will like it. It'd be nice to think that it won't be seen as "cheap, lazy, self-published rubbish" just because I don't have enough money or talent...

02.11.2025 16:52 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I'm horrible at marketing, and like I said, I'm not in a good enough financial situation to pay someone else to do it for me. Plus, as much as I personally like my cover, I'm clearly not at the skill level of a professional designer. The one brownie point I get is that I never use AI.

02.11.2025 16:52 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Now, I have to wait who knows how long for the copyright to be registered and then hope that will be enough to appease Google, as I had mistakenly thought copyright was automatic, and now my account is suspended.
Even when I get that fixed, I have zero clue if I'm going to see any success.

02.11.2025 16:52 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Complaining post. Might delete later.

I really don't like the situation I'm in...I can't afford to have someone else help me with Intertwined, be they a beta reader, an editor, a designer, what have you, and going the traditional route is simply not an option.

02.11.2025 16:52 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Writing Tip:
As a writing exercise, try making up your own fictional term. It can be anything from your fictional world (noun, verb, etc). Then, try to use it in a couple of sentences as a trial run. See if it actually sounds right, or if it just sounds like nonsense.
#writing #writingtips #Booksky

02.11.2025 00:56 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

So yeah, it's complicated...And sorry this was in multiple replies; I'm still not yet used to character counts on posts. ^^;

02.11.2025 01:12 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

At the same time, if readers feel "alienated" by the LGBTQ+/plural content of my books, then I don't want them reading them anyway. This is a stance I've always held and will continue to be more annoying about as time goes on. I'd rather not have an audience who are against my very existence.

02.11.2025 01:12 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Kind of...
It's not quite about differing views, more so the knowledge that, outside of a (semi-)professional context, I am an extremely unlikable person. I try to strike a balance between being just personal enough while also not letting any bad aspects of my personality show through.

02.11.2025 01:12 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

(Sticking to the tone of this being LGBTQ+ related)
Intertwined is effectively about two non-binary weirdos (/affectionate) and their respective friends and partners experiencing The Horrors. This bodes extremely well for Jean especially, trust me. :) I'm normal. :)

#writersky #IntertwinedSeries

31.10.2025 21:49 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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The dragon of Norton Fitzwarren

30.10.2025 23:45 β€” πŸ‘ 385    πŸ” 67    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 0
a grilled cheese sandwich and bowl of tomato soup captioned β€œthis and never opening Microsoft Outlook again”

a grilled cheese sandwich and bowl of tomato soup captioned β€œthis and never opening Microsoft Outlook again”

all I need in the world

31.10.2025 15:37 β€” πŸ‘ 841    πŸ” 139    πŸ’¬ 8    πŸ“Œ 5
This bat, wings spread, approaches a hummingbird feeders from the ground up. The spread legs show a skin membrane that helps with identification. Mexican Long Tongued wear "skirts," whereas Lesser Long Nosed wear Pants. This one is wearing a skirt.

This bat, wings spread, approaches a hummingbird feeders from the ground up. The spread legs show a skin membrane that helps with identification. Mexican Long Tongued wear "skirts," whereas Lesser Long Nosed wear Pants. This one is wearing a skirt.

This bat's Alf-like snout hovers maybe an inch from a hummingbird port, ready to insert its long tongue into the nectar.

This bat's Alf-like snout hovers maybe an inch from a hummingbird port, ready to insert its long tongue into the nectar.

This bat's wings are held high above its head, like a shoulder shrug, as it pulls up from sipping hummingbird nectar, which they use to supplement their diets.

This bat's wings are held high above its head, like a shoulder shrug, as it pulls up from sipping hummingbird nectar, which they use to supplement their diets.

Happy Halloween! These nectar-eating #bats (Mexican Long-Tongued) are still hanging around our feeders! Saw a half dozen on a video with another fox last night!

31.10.2025 14:28 β€” πŸ‘ 135    πŸ” 28    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 3
Welcome to #Char_Roleplay!
A character & world-developing roleplay game!    

November Theme: πŸ‚ Hello FallπŸ‚

Grab your WIP/Published fiction characters, 'leaf' your guard down for some deep reflection, interact with others, & just have fun!

Daily cards @char-roleplay.bsky.social
#WritingCommunity

Welcome to #Char_Roleplay! A character & world-developing roleplay game! November Theme: πŸ‚ Hello FallπŸ‚ Grab your WIP/Published fiction characters, 'leaf' your guard down for some deep reflection, interact with others, & just have fun! Daily cards @char-roleplay.bsky.social #WritingCommunity

Welcome to #Char_Roleplay!
A character & world-developing roleplay game!

November Theme: πŸ‚ Hello FallπŸ‚

Grab your WIP/Published fiction characters, 'leaf' your guard down for some deep reflection, interact with others, & just have fun!

Daily cards @char-roleplay.bsky.social
#WritingCommunity

31.10.2025 16:06 β€” πŸ‘ 6    πŸ” 4    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 2
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#Writing: "No man chooses evil because it is #evil; he only mistakes it for happiness, the good he seeks." - Mary Shelley

31.10.2025 14:30 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
An orange cat curled up asleep using his tail
as a pillow, looking not unlike a croissant.

An orange cat curled up asleep using his tail as a pillow, looking not unlike a croissant.

Left it until the last minute, but I got a pumpkin.

31.10.2025 02:41 β€” πŸ‘ 2230    πŸ” 120    πŸ’¬ 34    πŸ“Œ 2
A grey cockatiel wearing a tiny black witch hat and a cape

A grey cockatiel wearing a tiny black witch hat and a cape

Happy Halloween.

30.10.2025 22:37 β€” πŸ‘ 4408    πŸ” 517    πŸ’¬ 86    πŸ“Œ 13
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Zen. For real.
#enchatedautumn #palacesandgardens #trees #japanesemaples #eastcoastkin
#photography #scape #landscape
#autumn

31.10.2025 01:24 β€” πŸ‘ 1290    πŸ” 113    πŸ’¬ 18    πŸ“Œ 2
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Autumn delight
#palacesandgardens #eastcoastkin #photography
#fall #autumn #japanesemaples #gardens #water #bloomscrolling
#trees

31.10.2025 01:20 β€” πŸ‘ 3872    πŸ” 354    πŸ’¬ 59    πŸ“Œ 21

The thing about my OCs that's good to know is they are all flawed I don't write perfect characters. I don't write perfect societies. They all have issues & problems & things that don't make sense. I love writing flawed characters & seeing how they grow from those flaws or how they bring them to ruin

31.10.2025 14:19 β€” πŸ‘ 19    πŸ” 4    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Happy Halloween from Clyde the Hot Dog and Gracie the Avocado!!

31.10.2025 12:36 β€” πŸ‘ 8950    πŸ” 788    πŸ’¬ 243    πŸ“Œ 33
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A gorgeous little Marsh Tit looking straight at the camera. These lil cuties are currently red listed in the UK and need our help to recover their numbers. Creating more wildlife corridors will help them tremendously!

#birds #ukbirds #wildlifephotography #birdphotography #photography

31.10.2025 13:35 β€” πŸ‘ 442    πŸ” 39    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 3
Hardwick House, Bury St. Edmunds, UK, wrought iron, sunlight and mist, scattered leaves on pathway, atmospheric

Hardwick House, Bury St. Edmunds, UK, wrought iron, sunlight and mist, scattered leaves on pathway, atmospheric

Edwin Smith

Hardwick Park
entrance gate

31.10.2025 02:54 β€” πŸ‘ 2969    πŸ” 309    πŸ’¬ 68    πŸ“Œ 21
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