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depression has brought me back to Minecraft so I been playing a lot, doing things I usually would’ve never done. it does help me express my creativity in ways that I wish I could but just can’t.

I don’t play pokemon but I think Scolipede is badass

my birthday is closing in within two days, part of me is nervous since Ive gone through the year without accomplishing what I wanted to. though I feel like I’ll be a bit more motivated to make the changes I’ve been meaning to make. I just hope I do it right 😣

I’d love to. Your older art inspired me to keep drawing 😊

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I love being absolutely gifted with a creative mind but not having the skills or talent necessary to bring my ideas to life within a reasonable timeframe

you got this 🫶 I hope it all goes well

I never talk about it cuz thinking about it hurts but O think about how I screwed up my relationship with my ex and now her removing me on our socials and never having contact with her… It hurts so much, I loved her so much, her family was always so nice. It feels so bad I wish I could go back

for anyone wondering, it’s macaroni with beef and a can of Rotel tomatoes and peppers, and a garlic stick with mozzarella cheese inside. it looks a lil dark but it was very soft on the inside. I spice up my food with lots of seasonings so it tastes anything but dull 🙂‍↕️

posting the dinner I made for the family. It was really good and everyone loved it

Im only boring to people that dont understand that Im goofy and terrible with small talk. and when I do small talk I try talking about random things and I fear it gets annoying for them but I just dunno what to say sometimes

I love that man

ROHANNN

I wish I could. I was told never throw fits as a kid so I had to control my temper, and since Im the oldest child I had to be patient with my siblings. it’s been so long since I felt genuine anger, and I can’t ever bring myself to properly express it when I am. I just feel annoyed and empty.

Im also building a game around it, hopefully before I release the novel. I created a QTE mechanic for this JRPG project that has never been done before, and I’m hoping to get a patent for it soon.

I had one of the best fictional story ideas I’ve ever had and im currently writing down ideas. A post apocalyptic world endangered by metaphysical anomalies and the journey of an apathetic vagabond turned avenger with his mutant animal friend, crazy alien girlfriend, and goofy keeper of knowledge.

that kind of pushy harassment being disguised as “ help “ because it’s a necessity? I know that feeling well

aw you too huh? sorry to hear 😞

I do want to get back into art again. Im tired of being so burnt out but having so many ideas. so I think it’s time. although Im wondering if I should bring back the fursona or just keep the human character instead…

it’s been pretty bad lately. I tend to avoid seeing any of the negativity so it doesn’t get pushed on my timeline but it limits my visibility and it’s annoying 🫠 good call though. I never used Facebook i dont really care to stay in touch with family haha

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take your time and regain your energy and strength. you got this 🩷

I understand that and if it’s what you wish then as long as you’re happy with that decision. I’ll still always follow you here 🙂‍↕️

for as long as I can remember Ive had mommy issues. have they gone away? nope. and I mean I don’t usually prefer women older than me, but I would be lying if I said older women aren’t fine asf 😩

I’ll miss it cuz it’s weirdly nostalgic to me 🥹

my parents were told by those kids of people that certain things were evil and we shouldn’t consume them. anything that had ghosts, dragons, unicorns, spirits or demons, etc. we couldn’t even watch Pokemon and somehow my mom thought even Bakugan was bad. though we have freedom to do whatever now

Ive been slowly disassociating with everything and falling back into that same depression I had at the start of 2020. I feel aimless, not sure where to go or where to turn to…

her long sleeves are so cute, you should make her flapping them like wings to fly

I really hope everything goes well ☺️🫶

I have a project planned for YouTube soon, I want to be able to have some videos done by Spring. Im gonna put my artistic “skills” to use…

I fw Time After Time whenever I was feeling at my most meh, always reminded me im loved. recently that’s changed tho ☹️ I know if I listen to it high asf im gonna be so deep in thought but I need to try

when people touch me while they’re talking it’s like they’re forcing me to make eye contact (which im probably already not doing) and cuz of trauma I get a kinda lockdown feeling like I can’t escape or speak up about it for all sorts of reasons :p