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Dark themes +18 // venting I do 3D models, post my work here sometimes https://nixiegreen.carrd.co

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this is what happens when I dont take my meds

20.10.2025 20:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

being unstable is fun

20.10.2025 20:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Goodbye

18.10.2025 22:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Im tired of trying

18.10.2025 22:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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They are increasing my antidepressants dose.
I forgot how to feel good

16.09.2025 17:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I feel lonely
Sorry

05.09.2025 23:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Every night I feel bad

29.08.2025 20:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I donโ€™t know

Im empty inside

Canโ€™t find a reason to keep going

Past flashbacks haunt me

The feeling of rejection is still there

23.08.2025 20:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

MISANTHROPY:
(noun)
โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”
a generalized dislike, distrust, disgust, contempt, or hatred of humankind

08.07.2025 04:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
headshot of a red wolf silhouette with sketchy white sad eyes and teeth wearing a blue collar with three chain links. the background says regret in bright yellow text

headshot of a red wolf silhouette with sketchy white sad eyes and teeth wearing a blue collar with three chain links. the background says regret in bright yellow text

๐Ÿšง๐Ÿšง๐Ÿšง
#furryart #art

12.06.2025 22:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 152    ๐Ÿ” 43    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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๐”™๐”ž๐”ช๐”ญ๐”ถ๐”ฏ ๐Ÿฉธ

01.02.2025 17:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 525    ๐Ÿ” 94    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I want to cry
Me feel awful

22.06.2025 00:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

same ol feeling at the end of the day, lonliness, desperation, failure
feelings are hard, I dont know what will happen if i stop taking meds
good night everyone

19.06.2025 23:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A single panel post featuring Eddy (a black, white and pink jackrabbit who has black hair with a red streak and red eyes.)

Eddy thinks to themself "Still in the bag I got them in."

A single panel post featuring Eddy (a black, white and pink jackrabbit who has black hair with a red streak and red eyes.) Eddy thinks to themself "Still in the bag I got them in."

they dont come out often

04.06.2025 23:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 664    ๐Ÿ” 105    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 12    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I feel weird, like all the good things come to an end, my happiness is just an illusion, a passtime, sadness always finds a way and im ok with it?
I dont know what to believe anymore
My mind is just a broken mess, mood swings but my medicine keeps me in line short of

09.06.2025 17:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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gender inequality

08.06.2025 14:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 84    ๐Ÿ” 21    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Lonliness, crying in the dark, feeling hopeless, suicidal thoughts, gun to my face pls

01.06.2025 05:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Today I feel like im gonna crash at any moment, im on a very thin line between keeping it together and falling apart

30.05.2025 09:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I feel like im nobody, im not interesting nor worth the time, im just a waste

28.05.2025 10:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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is it worth it? everything I do and say feels like empty words to me, I dont like being me, I feel left out, why do I worry about others when nobody worries about me?

Not feeling great today nor never will

26.05.2025 21:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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no one else

26.05.2025 04:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 510    ๐Ÿ” 121    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2
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cw // child abuse yelling

realizing more stuff about myself (character goes by he/him) ๐Ÿ‡๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ

24.05.2025 01:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2507    ๐Ÿ” 306    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 77    ๐Ÿ“Œ 10

I'd like to know more about darkness.

22.05.2025 14:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 47    ๐Ÿ” 10    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

My head feels weird today, idk why

22.05.2025 04:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Itโ€™s funny how to be successful you have to fake being happy all the time, thatโ€™s how I live my life all the time now.
I on the edge of crying every night thinking I cant be myself
All those looks people give me, I feel miserable

21.05.2025 02:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I believe im a failure, I get overwhelmed by the little things and canโ€™t think of anything else.
I struggle with emotions and how something makes me feel

21.05.2025 02:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Tonight at 10. Enby Deer executes a perfect sinusoidal skirt spin, sticks tongue out with joy.

Tonight at 10. Enby Deer executes a perfect sinusoidal skirt spin, sticks tongue out with joy.

Enby skirt spins? Hell yeah!

@strayserval.bsky.social ๐ŸŽจ Lex is awesome!

15.05.2025 19:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 314    ๐Ÿ” 67    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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