Mel ♡

Just so you know, I've no intention to test this out 😀✋🏻

You said that yourself, so don't blame if I come bearing my worries! 🥺🥺🥺 (The thing is, I love my people, really. They're like so perfect, kind, and nice, but yeah, it's just the same gendered love is so morbid in my country/religion, so 😌🤌🏻)

😇 will have that noted in mind. Thank you for your kind words, really ❤️

Honestly? I don't think so.... Gonna stuck here forever I guess

The hugs are well received, nice and warm. Thank you!

I love that positivity but hahahsdhhdh Thanks! (Need to get out of my country I guess, to live freely but 💸 )

4.15 am thought. Time to sleep.

I don't think I could ever entertain the idea of having xx partner tho. I love women, really, would love to be in a relationship with one, but my surroundings are a bit hm. (And tbh, I don't even think I would have xy partner either). So basically what I'm saying is, I'm just gonna die alone HAHAHA

Having to pretend I'm not a sapphic around my people is among the hardest part of my life, btw. (But I can't just put them at fault for hating the idea of it. Religion plays a big role in this, so I couldn't say much, hm)

Just watched saltburn, tiktok made me think it'd have me traumatized, but nah, nothing much...

HAHA let's wish it's not bad 🤟🏻

Thank you!

Life update: 3rd of January and I already skipped a class HAHAHAHAH

I feel bad for her, but I was not on my phone when that happened, as I was doing assignments on laptop. So I just now asked her privately if she wanted to exchange with me, and she said she already contacted the other person 😀 I just know she feels shitty to be disposed like that. F, I hate this 😀

The situation being my circle consists of 5 people (1 just being added to the group) and my lec told us to work in pair. Since we are 5, one of us has to pair up with other person. And honestly, I'm fine being separated from them. But 2 of my friends insisted the new girl to go pair up with other 😀✋🏻

Life update before Jan 2nd ended: I already want to die HAHA

Lmao I forgot that I still have class later, it's just conducted online instead.

I'm so ready to go to sleep 😀✋🏻

Nah, I actually planned to skip around 4am since I couldn't sleep, but by 7am I was like "IT'S A NEW YEAR, FIRST CLASS, LET'S GO!" so 🙅‍♀️ By 8 I'm already at my faculty.

Class ended early, so all is good 😴 (plus there's no way I'd skip the class that I already arrived at.)

Hi from my morning class that I planned to skip

HEHEHEHE HI! (Gonna be unhinged since there's no way my irl friends will find me here HEHE)