♰ 𓈒 Osamu . Akira ) 🩹🚬 𓈒

Do I want to get better or get worse 🤔
Decisions decisions

HELP??? THANK YOU I GUESS

WHY DO I SEE MYSELF I DON'T EVEN USE THIS PLATFORM OFTEN

I kept forgetting to change my display name to the names I've ACTUALLY been going by for months 😔

GIGGLES yes being anti harassment makes you a HORRIBLE person

They literally 😭 got the term csam wrong 😭 they're fucking stupid " child(ren)s sexual animated materials"
So fucking wrong 😭

Watering down the term pedophile and csam helps NO ONE and instead injuries the same community you claim to try and protect .

Posting about teenagers who like dark fiction or ANYONE who likes dark fiction isn't going to do anything actually . Instead , why don't people talk about how most porn is videos of people being trafficked or ACTUAL csam ?

okay now i’m seriously pissed off. do you know what csam is? it’s not a buzzword, it’s not something you can just throw around because you see a TEENAGER posting something sexual THAT ISNT EVEN ABOUT THEM. csam is child sexual assault material, videos and images that depict real life children

Honestly... 🫩

People pmo HEAVILY, can we go back to " don't like don't read " I don't like dark fiction that much either but I don't water down terms by calling them a pedophile 😭

Their tucking account being " ethical gooning " ANYTHING IS ETHICAL AS LONG AS YOU'RE NOT NON CONSENSUALLY HARMING ANYONE

I need to be more active here lowkey...
I'm surprised Blue sky hasn't banned me yet honestly,,,

🫩 If I see one more person call FICTION csam again I think I should have the ability to tear their throat out because because ACTUAL csam exploits REAL LIFE CHILDREN , fiction, anything that's NOT an ACTUAL children is not the same and saying it is is offensive to us victims

Is. Is this person claiming someone makes csam because they're a proshipper and they like dark ships what's going on bro 😭

I got kicked from the therapy program btw lmfao, I was sick for multiple days but they deemed me not sick enough and thought I should have still gone + said I should just learn coping mechanisms to deal with my chronic pain xP

If I were to die , I'd want to be bleeding out by a lake in the snow as the cold wrapped it's comforting freezing blanket around as I faded in and out of consciousness . <3

would it be insensitive to ask what you use....your cvts and scars are so cool and pretty though woah....

sighsss, I forgot about bluesky but whateverrrr....
Technically I'm supposed to start healing because I'm in another therapy program but I don't actually care, I just can't cut on my arms anymore </3 (I'll post pictures again soon trust...)

I know my account has a warning on it rn but whatever

BRO.

#ricecakesky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky

first day of ACTUALLY restricting and counting calories who cheered

side note; why does everything have so many calories 💔

okay guys I'm going to LOCK IN and actually starve myself this summer so I can stop being so fat and fit into my favorite clothes
(I'm like 140 lbs right I hate it </3)

#shbky #slitsky #shbsky

too tired to do my left arm tonight but hehe

(I know my room is dirty RAH)

#shbky #slitsky #shbsky

I think I'm actually becoming addicted to cvtting, I NEED my arms to be cvtspo/scarspo

I'm in the middle of another sesh which I'll post over I'm done ughhh
I need more beans.

#shbky #slitsky #shbsky

small sesh i did two days ago that I forgot to post...

god, i need to start doing bigger seshs than just like three or four cuts at a time but I don't have enough bandaids or wtv to cover that in public,,,

We haven't talked to each other really but

#shbky #slitsky #shbsky

I hit SOMETHING because ow ow ow one of the cuts started gushing out blood and it fucking STINGS- more than the beans cut...

It's fine I applied pressure for a bit bit and it slowed but ugh I kinda feel light headed </3

I love you /p

thank youuuuu, I'll take note of these and use them ♡