Blaze Burn 18+

What ever has been going around is fucking terrible. A full day of just not being able to keep anything down, but at least its gone as quick as it comes on.

Very much! Lets do it together :D

Thank you my love~ you are tooooo

Getting super close to my body goals, and really proud of myself for where I have gotten.

When I hit them, I think ill show off quite a bit ^-^ until then <3

In February going to see Nothing More, FE in March, and in May going to see TX2, Black Veil Brides, and As December Falls.

Then here comes the cryptid summer! ;P

Shaping up to be a fantastic year~!

Ugh, plateau just before my goals. So frustrating, but going strong!

Starting to get excited for FE!

Well at this point, I am gonna identify as a problem so I can start calling this stuff out. Not publicly on social where it can do basically no good, but in person to those people who think breaking boundaries are fine if they aren't met with enough resistance in the moment.

Im also wondering why calling out when people hurt me is it so hard to call out their behaviors when they are happening, and ive realized its because if you do, you are the one causing a problem.

One person, who is occasionally in the same groups as I am, did this before even introducing themselves to me. Thankfully I have always kept this person at a distance, but I still wonder why the friend introducing us did nothing.

One thing im realizing alot lately is just how badly ive let people treat me. On more than one occasion people have just groped me and more with out so much as a word to me, or even me knowing them, and in the spirit of peaceful coexistence I never brought it up again, just never liked them.

This is one of the bigger reasons I am trying to make my efforts to be a more genuine version of myself more public.

If someone is genuinely sorry, they will change to prevent the behavior. If they don't even try, they aren't actually sorry.

Hearing sorry lately has been so frustrating. Its not that I dont appreciate the sentiment, its that 90% of people have no actions behind it.

Saying sorry with out the intent to change is basically just saying "Sorry, but itll happen again lol"

Hmm. Wondering if I should make a bsky to post pics of my dog or just leave them in my telegram channel

Average workout time for this month is 52 min a day... Shocking when I have skipped at least 5 days

Black Castle Studios Tattoo Express yourself

Made by www.instagram.com/spookypaws with blackcastletattoo.ca

New tattoo!

Decided this is gonna be my SFW account now ^-^

Do pokemon battles count?

My actions going forward will be different, as I no longer have that crutch. A crutch for my PTSD among other issues. I hope I can count on the support of those closest to me. Please be patient with me.

Truth be told, it feels like there has been alot of pain in all directions, but the air has been cleared with most who remain in my life, and if I have ever hurt you I am sorry. If you feel the need to clear the air with me, please do.

Since I have quit, I have had a deep change in perspective and priorities, and I realized just how much I was using it to hide unhealed wounds, I have since been working to heal.

Vent post:
So, i feel this needs to be said. I have gone almost 6 months with no alcohol for the first time in my adult life, and this has been because I was an alcoholic.

Sup nerds? ;3

Hope everyone is having a good weekend ;3

ADHD meds for classes

Wizards: Abracadderal
Warriors: Foquest
Rouges: Dexadrine
Driuds: Concernta

I will not be elaborating.

So far I have an extra shiny Carvanha, Dynamo, Litleo, and Bagon

I hope youre feeling okay now!

Never sure how accurate the Garmin app is tho.. mine says my resting heart rate is 46 on average

Fuck, shiny hunting is so easy in the new Pokémon game I have extras.. if anyone wants some hmu!

Also have NSFW versions cause why not (tail broke for Absol :c )