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Just...if you have a beloved pet in your life, even if they're young, hold them close and love them and take advantage of the present time you have. Life is unfair and no amount of time is guaranteed. And in the end, you'll always wish you had more time. No amount is ever enough, anyway.
02.11.2025 17:02 โ ๐ 6 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0I'm just glad that I had the chance to prepare a little and save things properly, something I learned following Jackson's passing. Memorializing is part of how I cope and grieve, and that part has at least felt a little less difficult this time.
02.11.2025 16:58 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0I did manage to order another memorial pendant for Ezra very similar to Jackson's so I can add it to my necklace. And I did remember to save a little of his fur so I could place that inside the new pendant, that way I can keep them both close whenever I'm away from home.
02.11.2025 16:43 โ ๐ 4 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Thank you to everyone for your kind replies about Ezra. I'm going to try to reply to at least a few if I can, but I'm still struggling right now and trying to focus on self-care and caring for our other pets. His loss is such a gut punch because he was only 5 years old and I'll never be over that.
02.11.2025 16:39 โ ๐ 8 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 2 ๐ 0it gets tiring to keep explaining what it means to be poor to people.
it is not that poor people donโt know that cooking is cheaper:
cooking costs time. it costs pots and pans. it costs a working stove and your utilities on. it costs youโve been on your feet all day and your babies are tired.
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01.11.2025 14:24 โ ๐ 179 ๐ 46 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Ezra laying on the coffee table with his front paws curled.
Ezra laying on a box and looking up into the camera.
Goodnight, my beautiful, wonderful boy. I'm going to miss you forever, and my heart is hollow with grief.
I love you so much, Ezra. And I always will. ๐
So we are going to let him go quietly, in dignity and comfort. And we'll be with him as it happens and will have him cremated so he can return home where he belongs and will always be loved and remembered.
01.11.2025 04:18 โ ๐ 7 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 5 ๐ 0I love him so damn much. But his frustration with the tube and the medication and the weekly vet visits was clear. To put him through potential blood transfusions, chemo, or whatever else it took just to keep him alive seemed wrong.
01.11.2025 04:16 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0He'd already been through a lot, and at some point, one has to decide what is cruelty and what is mercy. Ezra was a vibrant, active cat who was always into everything. To be hobbled with ongoing medical treatment and a feeding tube would have forced him to have a fraction of the life he deserved.
01.11.2025 04:10 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Had we pursued aggressive treatment, he would have gone back to the ICU for more fluids and another feeding tube, which he hated. He would have needed a bone marrow biopsy, and had the issue turned out to be cancer, he likely would have needed chemo.
01.11.2025 04:07 โ ๐ 4 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0We'll never know the reason why, but his bone marrow was not properly producing red blood cells to replace those that were lost to the infection. The medication helped to stabilize him somewhat, but he never managed to regain normal levels.
01.11.2025 04:05 โ ๐ 4 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0I wish I didn't have to be at work tonight. I wish I could be at home with Ezra, to love on him and comfort him before our last trip to the vet in the morning. At least Sorey and Sapphire are with him. At least he should have one last quiet night to rest in a familiar place.
01.11.2025 04:03 โ ๐ 4 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Thanks. We really thought for a little while there that he would be okay, but something deeper was wrong with his body and to continuously subject him to hospitalization and everything else...it didn't seem right. He doesn't deserve so much pain just to exist and not live well. ๐
01.11.2025 03:57 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Thank you. And he is and always will be in my heart. In good health, he was a wonderful, beautiful boy. And it has crushed me internally to see him waste away into a shell of his former self at such a young age despite our efforts.
01.11.2025 03:49 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Thank you. I may need someone to talk to this upcoming week since I'll be home alone, taking care of Moxxie. It'll help not to be at work but I'll be so painfully aware of the hole in our home my beautiful boy will leave behind...
01.11.2025 03:47 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0I had to take Ezra back to the vet again. He hasn't been doing well and after they ran some more tests, the news was not positive.
My partner and I have discussed it, cried over it, lamented the unfairness of it. Today will probably be his last day with us. My heart is so broken. ๐
his unmatched audacity..
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traditional ink and marker drawing on paper of luke fon fabre and guy cecil from tales of the abyss. luke is on his back, pinned to the floor looking distressed with guy's sword at his neck. guy is poised above luke, the curse slot glowing on his arm and rage showing on his face.
drawtober day 29
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I'm tryin' to avoid posting specific spoilers but godDAMN ep 2 really came for us Sir Pentious fans ๐ญโค๏ธโ๐ฉน
30.10.2025 04:11 โ ๐ 5 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Hazbin Hotel made it in the Guinness World of Records for โMost in Demand Animated Tv Showโ ๐คฉ๐คฉ๐คฉ
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With SNAP/EBT cuts looming I highly recommend downloading this app! Basically restaurants and other food businesses will have available bags of random food they donโt wanna waste for ppl to buy for hella cheap! This has saved me sooooo many times when I only have $5 and need some food.
28.10.2025 21:31 โ ๐ 3603 ๐ 3468 ๐ฌ 35 ๐ 106those of you who are afraid of aging, please understand that one of the huge blessings of middle age is arriving at this exact station
30.10.2025 00:44 โ ๐ 4838 ๐ 1137 ๐ฌ 59 ๐ 16Keyleth and Vax'ildan
28.10.2025 17:59 โ ๐ 1532 ๐ 584 ๐ฌ 23 ๐ 2you ever feel like โoh maybe Iโm normal about the otp nowโ but then you see one specific fanart and youโre like โOh Just Fucking Kiddingโ
29.10.2025 00:31 โ ๐ 59 ๐ 31 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Might need to stay off socmed to avoid Hazbin spoilers...hmm.
29.10.2025 04:03 โ ๐ 4 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Season 1 Recap sung by Alastor
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valentino, vox and velvette (the vees) painting bc yay I AM READY i think
cmere #hazbinhotel s2
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