Laura Unbound

Sure wish being high had worked. Be nice to feel something that ain’t…this

Honestly kind of fucking terrified but what else are we gonna do but just roll with it like it never happened

Spiteful living is only a good motivator if you wanted them to hurt. If you just wanted to be loved how you needed, survival isn’t enough

I mean it’s probably too late to save yourself, but good effort 😘

Turns out being at the vet while hearing someone else euthanize their pet is super triggering.

What a fun thing to spontaneously learn. I just wanted to pick up some food.

I still miss her every night.

Exposing my fruits on the timeline? Oh my god.

#onbrand

Double-dosing muscle relaxers is the only thing currently helping my sleep apnea (which makes no sense) and I have no idea what that means for my organs but what’s the worst thing it’s gonna do? Kill me?

Love that my body decided to finally let up hurting at the same time I have to get up for an appointment. It’s fine having no sleep. This isn’t psychologically damaging or anything

I don’t want to be.

They seem like too small a thing because they are. Because I don’t believe I deserve more so I’ve never asked for it. And I’m reinforced in that belief because I don’t even get the small things. That’s why it feels bad to consider. It is. It is bad.

Just emailing my accountant at 4:30 am that I fucked something up. They’re going to want to kill me and quite frankly it’s deserved. I need to turn my brain off 😞

“Sounds like a walk in the park”

“Have you walked in the park lately? Full of bums and perverts”

Hate when my therapist asks for a “feeling” and what I answer with gets classified as a “thought”

Sorry I forgot the word for “inadequacy” while I explained the *thought* that I’m never enough, vocabs not on point today or whatever 🙄🙃

a woman in a pink dress with the words ding dong the witch is wet ALT: a woman in a pink dress with the words ding dong the witch is wet

Unrelated I just wanted you to see this gif

Ah right I’ve got a late appointment tomorrow night so nothing gets done and a late appointment Friday night so nothing gets done. Love getting nothing done. Best thing

Oh cool I came home tonight instead of stayed at the studio and got some fuckin work done for no reason. The communication is fuckin lit

Old people that try to interact with - and especially get upset when they don’t get interaction back - other peoples children are fuckin weirdos.

You’re a fuckin stranger, of course she doesn’t want to talk to you. She has no idea why you’re talking to her.

Why are we pouring untold dollars and resources into engineering more AI-generated slop instead of like…I dunno…discovering a way I could have communicated with my cat why she had to go to the vet to fuckin die this morning? That would have been useful.

I’ve developed a dark spot in my vision in my right eye. I’m sure that’s nothing.

Extremely not great day.

I hate how much I hate coming home. I’m so fucking tired

Stepbrother nooooooo

Specifically muscat grapes. Fuck all other grapes.

I think they’re located in hells half acre

The rollercoaster of a really wonderful 24hrs to a really shitty therapy appointment. Not that you “can’t have nice things”, just that the nice things never stay.

Very much feeling this. Preserving the health of my body FOR WHAT. I can either be emotionally miserable but physically ….okay….healthy feels like a stretch, or I can be emotionally not the worse but physically falling apart by the second.

Nobody warns you that leaving an abusive relationship also means never again speaking about someone you loved in the terms of how they knew you like no other, how they’d know just what to say right now, how they’d get that joke. Even leaving and surviving is done in silence.

Cool I’m ’hiding in the bathroom on my phone because I can’t stand all the noise of a family gathering’ levels of…

Tired? Burnt out? Antisocial? Neurodivergent? Old? I don’t fuckin know just SHUT UP