FAB123

YO! I'm playing Stalker. Come and join!

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Throwing my money away by buying the worst Horror for the Halloween...

And then playing them in one sitting...

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Gotta love losing a lot of progress in a game...

Last Week was a Disaster, because of my laziness...

FUCK IT! WE'RE DOING LIVE! RIGHT NOW!

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I just realized, that it is now (well, 11 days later actually) 1 Year, since I joined this website...

Times flys fast, huh?

Welp, screwed up twice for not doing a Stream...

But....uhhh...

Maybe tomorrow morning?

Sorry, but Stream won't happen today since my Internet does not want to cooperate with me today...

Hopefully tomorrow is going to be fine.

Twitch Twitch is the world

Streaming Stalker: Call of Pripyat...

Yay...

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I just finished my stream and took a quick look of my Vod and apparently, my mic was not loud enough...

This is what I get, If I didn't streamed for a while...

Let's walk into the Zone again...

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I need to talk about this...

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Also:

Sup. Been a while hasn't it...

I really need to be more active as well...

Don't know IF I'm going to stream this week (since I still need to sort IRL Stuff out), but for next Week, after I set it everything up, I'm going to finally play Stalker: Call of Pripyat. And HOLY SHIT! I cannot wait...

- Workshop called me and said they're done with my PC.
- Managed to get it today.
-Controlled and scanned everything, to see if there are any problems.
-Found nothing.
-Managed to update everything without having any Issues (or BSOD).
-Worked flawlessly.

You know that means?

I think it is a right decision to start a Journal. Because at the very least, I can interact with something. Even it doesn't reply like a sentient being. But I think it's better than nothing. So I can at least feel not being lonely all the time...

But ever since I started to my Journal, it feels like taking a picture (even though I've barely took any to begin with) and it's like keeping a part of a memory sealed forever on to many pages that I've wrote on that day. It also felt...

Being free...

I've never understood the concept of writing on a diary for my whole life. It always felt wrong for me, to writing everything down on a blank page just to express the things you have witnessed on that day, what kind of activity you're having or what food you ate.

I'm going to write something...

Don't know, how long it will take me. But I hope I can publishing it on the next weekend.

After all: I need to try. That's all that matters...

If this a message, that I need to take it seriously, so be it.

But...

I don't know why, am I being told, that it is my responsibility and I had to try. But my guts is telling me, that it is important. And don't see myself being in something larger any time soon. Given the fact, that I'm pessimistic as shit.

Remember when I said that I have those weird dreams a couple of weeks ago? They're getting louder and louder each day. And it's making me confusing as ever before. Like they're trying to put faith on me for something larger in the future.

had to draw waluigi in that one fit, cuz he's giving wacky racers 💅

As for now I'm going to make a Video that I've always wanted to make (Despite the Instabilities) and hopefully going to release it this year yet. And if my lazy ass is not preoccupied being on the bed all day long, I will also going to Update the progress of the Video in here as well.

Bro, my PC is currently so fucking unstable right now, that I'm scared to even hit the Stream Button...

Hopefully, when I finally saved enough money (in case that I'm jobless in the future) I'll gonna put some money aside to buy some new parts and hopefully can start streaming one day...

hearts desire. It's really strange...

But sometimes, all am I going to say is just: "Don't get ahead of yourself and try to Ignore controversy".

It's way more healthier for my Mind in General.

fast as possible and not even bothering, what the feelings they have for me. It's like, they're trying to giving me some sort of a sign all the time, despite my life is for some days very low or very high (balanced is very rare in my case) and all I wanted to do is trying to live my life to my-

The dreams I'm having the last few weeks is always a wild trip, man. Everyone is always betting either on each other or myself (for some fucking reason) and the outcome is always the same...

Giving the fact that, I'm a pessimistic piece of shit all the time where I'm trying to finish the job as-