Leander

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i was stuck on the inside without realizing i was still in there. i emerged from a terrible place only to enter another disguised as progress and internal growth. every time i developed over the years it was through this filter of morbid obesity related self-hatred.

this is gone.. surreal.

one way i can describe this feeling is to picture our universe and then imagine something outside of it. you can't, right? it's nonsensical. there's no "outside" the universe. well, there's no "outside" of my identity either.

now, merely accept there IS and you've been wrong this whole time.

making a second post cause i can't shut up about it:

my glp-1 med has effectively cured me of major depressive disorder, and my body dysphoria is lessening more each day. the voice is quieter now, i can hear myself; my actual values, thoughts, and beliefs.

not seeing myself as formless matters

oh hell yeah, good shit. not for me, unfortunately! my OCRD is rather constant with fingernail/skin biting lol, but the obsessiveness around food and the intense impulses to overeat are gone. they kinda come back on the last two days of the meds but that is nothing to what it was before.

i don't think people are aware of the psychological benefit. it is being overlooked by the weight loss and hormone regulation, which is understandable.. but the mental health restoration is fucking insane.

i am thankful for the physical benefits but the mental ones are absolutely earth shattering to someone like me. it's like night and day. i am not a slave to my obsessive food desires and need to consume. it simply isn't part of me while i'm on Zepbound.

again.. if you're obese and unhappy.. please

i attribute this radical 180 in my personal identity and rehumanizing of myself to Zepbound rather exclusively. i couldn't access emotional depths hidden to me because i didn't know they were there. the lack of food noise and obsession has given me clarity and the full spectrum of my emotions.

i've lost 140 lbs as of today since starting Zepbound in Nov of 2024. it hasn't been a full year yet and my life has been permanently altered. Zepbound created a Before and After event in my life i will constantly refer back to forever.

i'm not the same person i was earlier this year, even.

i want to speak to the morbidly obese folks who are struggling blaming and hating themselves for having an illness..

yes, you. you (likely) have a metabolic disorder. obesity is not a moral failing. you don't have to torture yourself anymore.

talk to your doctor about starting a glp-1.

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with that said.. i'm not thrilled to be here. bluesky showed their true colors and i won't let that go. i've rejoined with that in mind.

rejoined because as things become worse my options to exist on a wider public platform dwindle, and well.. i'm not gonna be completely left out of stuff. i'm struggling to maintain positive mental health but have restarted therapy and expanded my care in general. i hope to have more success here.

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