shobs

I actually remembered to cancel my subscriptions today 😭😭

It’s so refreshing being absolutely free from spammy blue checked users on here

My self destructive habits finally caught up with me

I need to watch other people draw again. I’m rusty

Thank you, colonel 🫡

I don’t want to buy Burger King. Why they’re open at 2AM I’ve no clue. Tempting tho

(are we boycotting bk? Asking for me because I’m genuinely unaware)

I’m so hungry. I forgot to prep side dishes over the weekend. Instead of assembling ready to assemble bulgogi bowl rn, I am wallowing in misery

I can’t sleep
Have (old) boob
(looking at old comms and refiguring out how to draw feels nuts rn)

My dick tolerance is strictly for fictional dicks only. Even then the disgust is present

They’re home! I can pass out now
Gojo, you slut

Gojo Satoru needs to be put down (affectionate and derogatory)
(Yes I’ve read the manga)

Current dilemma: fighting to stay awake because no one is home yet and no one will watch grandma otherwise (she chokes on nothing now, her spit I think, and is a danger to herself)

Coffee is not an option waaahhh
(I’m going to start watching the jjk anime instead)

Ripped my arms five ways to Sunday 🫠 hay nako

THE WOULD BE HELPER BACKED OUT

Told myself the only time I’d allow an impulse purchase is if I get back down to 45kg and I’m at 50kg now

tw: ED
I know im probably mentally regressing because I haven’t been eating again. The only semblance of control I have is my body and I’ve been consuming no more than 500 cals a day.

I want to spend my money on me. I want to buy nice things FOR ME
why I’m given financial responsibilities I did not consent to makes me bitter and ugly

The only correct thing I’ve done this month is sending a prompt request Naga Geto oviposition fic from my fave fanfic writer AND THEY WROTE IT
I need to start earning again so I can tip them properly.

I can’t log in to twitter because it wants me to verify using my old phone

Image: white bridal gown

If I get married, I want to wear Vivienne Westwood’s 2022 Grace wedding dress 😭 she’s calling my name (literally my name)

It’s so hard trying to function when all you feel is tired and sad all the time.

Finally home. Still kind of going through a lot of things.
Going to try and get 10 minutes of morning sun to try and force the depression out

6 dollars for a plate is such a fucking scam

Quickly snuck away for one tuna plate 🫠😭 I miss it already.

My ac leaking and trying to flood my room doesn’t even faze me anymore. I just dislike having to spend 65 dollars every three months for the cleaning 🫠

I am unfortunately not immune to the charms of white haired anime men 🤮 gojo satoru, you motherfucker

What if instead of setting myself up for failure I set myself up for success next time?? Take notes, future Shobs. Please lang

The scream I let out at the plot twist 😭👁️👄👁️