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Not surprised I gained all weight back and now 160 again, I've been really down lately, I need to stop bringing so many sweets in the house, but I crave chocolate and sugar when I'm sad

Watching a video and the girl stressing about 62 kilos, googled and saw that is only 136 lbs , and that shit made me feel so bad about going back to 150 lbs. mental health is better lately + eating habits a bit better but being above 145 lbs hurts after working so hard to lose weight #caterpillarsky

My partner misses my tummy and thinks I've lost too much weight 😭 he said he is proud of my determination or effort but thinks I'm stressing about my weight too much 🥺 why am I winning and losing at the same time

Why it make me have to go number 2 when I haven't eaten much 😫 I have had too much caffeine today and now my tummy hurts

I haven't had monster since college maybe. Just tried the SF strawberry dreams, hope I don't start buzzin from the caffeine

Thinking of just doing liquids again until dinner time, then I use a tiny bowl for portion control. The only non liquids I had yesterday was a yasso fudge Greek yogurt ice cream pop, and a tiny bowl of leftover pasta.

I have only had liquids today. When I'm stressed I don't feel motivated to cook, but I can't justify having easier unhealthier snacks. So it is "easiest" to just not go in the kitchen or eat at all

My partner noticed my eating habits such as having to look at nutrition facts of every single thing I eat and picking things based on what has the least calories and not what I think looks more yummy, he said I will be miserable if I keep doing this..It made me feel like I'm annoying to eat with

I'm happy I'm thinner. I feel more confident now and sometimes feel "healthier" but it makes me feel dread and awful when I look at old pics of myself 💔 #caterpillarsky

I've been losing weight for a special occasion but that event is so close, and I've had pressures from people around me to lose weight for it. But once it's done soon I've been told I better not go back to how I was. They treat me like me being 160lbs was so terrible...

Thinking about how the slice of cake i had probably was around 800 cal just for one slice , it was so yummy but I can just feel the weight loss progress fading away . If I wake up more than 145 lbs imma cry

Too busy to make a new one so been staring at this one all January

Sharing pretzel bites with my mom and sister and my mom told me to "back off" after I tried to get one more. She knows I'm trying to lose weight so I guess she is helping. I was 142.2 today and don't want to lose all that progress today, but it's hard not to eat during celebrations with treats

I love the strawberry cream one 🍓🤍

weighed 143 this morning. I've been drinking fresh juice and eating cucumber + sauce I make when I'm hungry in the morning and around lunch time. Also chicken tenders was a safe fast food option for me yesterday and I even had tasty sugar free coffee. Lean Cuisine has also helped #caterpillarSky 🖤💕🤍

Having to pull up my pants constantly cause I forgot a belt is annoying and the pants that used to be tight on me look too baggy now. I remember getting rid of pants that were too tight for me a long while ago and now those probably would work for me now ugghhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaa 😑😭

I miss bagels, I just put cream cheese on rice cakes now...

I can't wait to move out and have more control of what is in the fridge, no more feeling bad for food waste cause I won't make such huge portions like my family and feel awful for not eating the huge amount of leftovers #caterpillarsky

People are noticing how long I decide on ordering things cause I'm counting the calories. Ordering coffee and anything takes longer, I used to pick what to eat based on taste now it's numbers...it is interesting seeing certain people's feelings about my eating habits and weight loss..I see who cares

It's been like 2.5 months and I've just been consistently staying around 145 lbs. My anxiety gets worse when I get to 148 and I feel better when it's 144. I might go in more detail later..I don't know ...losing weight has caused new good and bad habits

I used to eat huge meals around holidays and be fine, now if I eat a bunch I feel kinda sick and feel stuffed alot more quickly. I used to devour so many gooey butter cookies at once, I ate 3 yesterday and felt so dead but they were super yummy

I have to stay at 143 to 144 lbs so I can fit in my dress, but sometimes I've been dipping below 143. As long as I don't go above tho, being too skinny would be better than being too big to fit.

My room is actually a depression cave it's a wreck I can barely walk around it I feel like a hoarder even tho if I just organized and cleaned properly it could look really nice without throwing much away but I struggle with cleaning my room specifically and staying focused I hate me sometimes

Lunch today: small apple 100cal?, rice cakes with peanut butter 270?, chocolate protein drink 190...so 560 cal and my later work snack is a blueberry muffin quest bar 180. I feel full tho which is good and plenty of protein. Goal is 1000 or less today 🩵 I hope I stay at 800 cal tho

Got app on my phone so now I can look at my moots activity anytime 😊

ive gotten down to 143 lbs...im so exhausted from work but atleast being on my feet all day and walking around a bunch is paying off

on my period stepping on my scale feeling bloated and it says 146 lbs when i was 149 last night and i hatefully stare down at the number thinking "don't you fucking lie to me" #caterpillarsky

i was at 146 now im at 148 cause i had buffalo wild wings, UGGGHHHHH then today i had chipotle...i often eat barely anything but coffee and protein drink but then have a big dinner and its terrible...i think having a bigger lunch and breakfast is better than a dinner

the scales said 144.5 - 145.2 (i use both my own and my parents scale to get a range since they always say different things) today after my shower, i dont want to celebrate too soon tho

having lunch with my sweet today so only coffee breakfast, its probably around 70 cal, but i get anxious and round up high cause i didnt measure so im calling it 100 cal, 10 hr sleep + went to bed hungry last night but i feel lighter but also kinda spaced out but thats probably the depression