So far, my new “ongoing” atmospheric piano album has three tracks. Unlike a traditional album, a new track will be added to the album and released each month throughout 2026 until I decide when it’s finished.
Always and forever name your price.
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Going through the lowest points of grief at different points has allowed me to see who my true friends are.
I’ve worked hard to pick myself up in times I’ve fallen down too hard.
It doesn’t make the pain of loss go away. But dealing with it has been more effective each time I’ve faced it.
(2/2)
Today and tomorrow, I’ll be at my mother-in-law’s funeral services giving tons of support to my wife and family.
Having lost people close to me over the last 10 years, two great friends and my mother-in-law, has added a few layers of thick skin without leading me to become an asshole.
(1/2)
When a black cat crosses your path…
…you give it lots and lots of pets. 🐈⬛🐈⬛
There’s Freddie, claiming daddy’s attention and getting the love he deserves.
My mother-in-law passed away this morning.
Cancer is awful.
I won’t be on much as I’ll be taking some extra time to be there for my wife and family during this traumatic time.
These two words to live by easily hit harder than ever:
Carpe diem.
“Gale of Lucifer”, released in 2024 on my album IV, is one of my favorite tracks I’ve recorded to date.
An elaborate 15 minute avant-garde, cinematic horror composition filled with dark organs, sparse percussion, and a Metal
style guitar solo in the middle and end.
youtu.be/kPzyxHH5JVw?...
ELP’s debut album and Brain Salad Surgery are my favorites of theirs. So much talent in that band.
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Sleepwalker Suites and Slate Shadows is an ongoing collection of new piano based suites that tread rivers of avant-garde suspense and gothic sadness.
Every track is to be released throughout 2026 one by one until it’s complete.
cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com/album/sleepwalker-suites-and-slate-shadows
Won’t be posting as much on social media. Not abandoning it completely of course. Will be maximizing my quality time in the real world.
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New shirt arrival! 😁
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Black cat in a B&W photo
Happy Friday the 13th!
50% off any Cucurbitophobia releases!
Coupon code: fridaythe13th
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Happy Friday the 13th!
13.02.2026 13:32 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0I’ll give it a shot!
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Going forward, I’ll be most active here on Bluesky.
Facebook, X, and Instagram have become desolate thanks to their algorithms stifling any chance for independent musicians to gain any significant reach.
A teaser of one of my newest works, which you can find and grab at the name your price option on Bandcamp!
cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com
Situations and events can change in the blink of an eye whether we like it or not. Life goes on, and it’s not necessarily a bad thing. Changes in habits, routines, careers, etc. are what keep reality refreshing.
08.02.2026 21:08 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 090% discount weekend long, but especially today because its #bandcampfriday
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Bandcamp Friday on the horizon!
Use coupon code bandcampfriday to save 90% on any Cucurbitophobia release!
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Day 3 of training on the new day job while holding down my night job part-time.
Time to burn the candle at both ends for just a bit.
We need the money and I needed this fresh start with a career pivot.
Writing and releasing music under Cucurbitophobia will always be here as my passionate hobby.
I have a new album - a growing album where more tracks will be added and released on the album throughout 2026 up to when I decide it’s finished.
Two tracks are released to kick it off.
It is and will always be a name your price album!
cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com/album/sleepw...
Sleepwalker Suites and Slate Shadows is an ongoing collection of new piano based suites that tread rivers of avant-garde suspense and gothic sadness.
Every track is to be released throughout 2026 one by one until it’s complete.
cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com/album/sleepwalker-suites-and-slate-shadows
Ozzy, my one of two black cats, getting the true love he deserves.
Freddie, his twin, is gallivanting by the automatic feeder patiently waiting for it to go off any minute.
#blackcat
#spooky
#fuzzy
Cucurbitophobia delivers dark, discordant, avant-garde horror sound art that sprawls multiple genres.
Music that pulls you into the darker corners of your mind and doesn’t let you leave so soon.
Save 40% on any releases:
Code: jan2026
cucurbitophobia.com/music-merch
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Relaxed man on the couch wearing a Nosferatu shirt
Snowed in, and eerily relaxed.
25.01.2026 16:04 — 👍 8 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
I’m dropping a full work later in 2026. “Sleepwalker Suites”.
Enjoy a tiny sample of “Sleepwalker Suite I”
#horrormusic
#piano
Been really busy lately. But busy is good!
Starting a new job soon while still keeping my other job for secondary income.
No rest for the wicked!
🔥🔥🔥
Halloween is yet another day closer.
🐈⬛🐈⬛
#blackcat
#halloween
#spooky
Nexus Insidias turns 5 years old this year.
The opening title track is a raw 17 minute Atmospheric Metal/Industrial opus driven by guitars, drum machines, and haunting synth pads. Inspired by film scores of Terminator, Alien, Lifeforce, and Fright Night.
cucurbitophobia.bandcamp.com/album/nexus-...
Save your money and find legit ways to advertise and promote; either on your own or with credible services that don’t offer false promises, bogus playlists, or feedback.
I get it. Nothing is free, and promoting/marketing music does cost money.
But don’t fall for the blatant scams.
