☆》𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙃𝘼𝙍𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙄𝘼 𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎

Feel it's breath
On your neck
The teeth
On your face .

i love you. today. tonight. tomorrow. forever. if i were to live a thousand years, i would belong to you for all of them. if i were to live a thousand lives, i would want to make you mine in each of them.

don't hesitate. bare your teeth. go for the throat.

my entire body was a wound. the world that blooms and ripens in things had been torn out of me with its roots, with my heart, it seemed.

my father taught me to be nice first, because you can always be mean later, but once you've been mean to someone, they don't believe the nice anymore. so be nice, be nice, until it's time to stop being nice, then destroy them.

AH! YOU'VE DONE IT AGAIN, MIND OFF ELD, MOUTH ON SHOULDER.
BREATH ON YOUR KNUCKLES, YOUR NECK IS ON FIRE!
OUT OF MY, OUT OF MY, OUT OF MY HEAD!
Calm your horses, you haystack! you're all but finnesse.

a wolf has no mercy.

maybe if i'd fucked you more and loved you less i'd have left this battlefield wearing just bruises and teeth but i'm sure even the cavalry knows that there's a crack in my heart and it's been leaking your name ever since we stopped fighting this fight

"you're not a monster," i said. but i lied. what i really wanted to say was that a monster is not such a terrible thing to be.

mom, please. . .

DON'T MAKE ME REMEMBER THAT, I WANTED TO FORGET THOSE THINGS !

WAIT . / NO ! / PLEASE-! / DON'T ! ! !

don't hesitate. bare your teeth. go for the throat.

i crush her against me. i want to be part of her. not just inside her but all around her. i want our rib cages to crack open and our hearts to migrate and merge. i want our cells to braid together like living thread.

never again will i be gentle. i will be bloodied knuckles and scuffed elbows. i will remain tough.

to be a girl is to be "game".

POWER HUNGRY ANIMAL! THAT IS ALL YOU ARE! UNDESERVED AND CRUEL! HE ONLY LOVES YOU LIKE A SHIELD!

dog—boy that licks his own wounds. always has, always will do. dog—boy familiar with the taste of his own blood, with the cleaning of others' blood from where crusted under nails.

you follow orders too well for someone that loathes to be called dog, can't be anything besides a hound with how you bark and bite where pointed, tied down by leash of your loyalty.

she looks in the mirror & the same sunken eyes her mother wore stare back at her.

i, i will embrace, embrace your membranes, your bones and keep you cool.
then, i will squeeze out, squeeze out your evil, your grim and your woe.
transform myself once and for all. sink into the tub. . .

" da - jeong, tell me. . . do you atone now ? "

maybe if i'd fucked you more and loved you less i'd have left this battlefield wearing just bruises and teeth but i'm sure even the cavalry knows that there's a crack in my heart and it's been leaking your name ever since we stopped fighting this fight

( they're kids. they never have any idea what's happening.

they're all just scared kids. )

no more. fear is for the weak, fear is for the weak, fear is for the weak, fear is for the weak . . .

POWER HUNGRY ANIMAL! THAT IS ALL YOU ARE! UNDESERVED AND CRUEL! HE ONLY LOVES YOU LIKE A SHIELD!

the people i thought i could trust berated me, like that'd help.
"you need to pull your weight" when i was trying not to kill myself.

Обернутая в синее полотно, она идет за мной бледным призраком
Туманы над водою - дымка предрассветная стелется
Седым покровом ровным над тихою, над тихою рекою

i am like a dog. a dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself.

you were not born, but crawled, headfirst, into the hunger of dogs.