SarahSmilesFPE

The post-concert depression/sickness has really set in. Gnarly head cold today but luckily it’s not covid or the flu.

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For tonight’s TØP show in LA! I’m planning to go live on tik tok, @/sarahsmilesfpe

Adding Tally made such a difference imo.

Like…only 4 Clancy songs and 5 breach songs on the Clancy/breach tori?!

Imma be honest, the setlist is a bit lackluster imo. I wish there were more Clancy and Breach songs. I was hoping the show would take on the story a bit more.

Still super stoked for my shows. Just really really wanted more Breach!!

I can’t stop thinking about screaming “address my soul” during city walls on tour.

clancy being about relapsing and worrying you lost your support system. breach being about relapsing and knowing your support system would never leave you

I can see it now. Intentions immediately into truce into trees for end of the show.

honestly incredibly powerful for them to end a narrative about mental health with the message that relapse is inevitable but not the end, never the end

Days lie dormant is such a fall song

The thing that stood out to me is that his mouth is only half-covered by the black. It's half-human. It's not fully covered like Nico.

“I liked that Clancy”
“YeAH me too”
WHAT IF I JUMPED

LIKE I GET THE POINT OF THE ENDING BUT I AM SO FUCKING SAD RN TOO

So that’s the moral of the story then. We try again. Always.

And I’m crying again oh my god

Feels crazy I’ve been part of 4 albums releases now.

Ok downstairs giving major regional at best vibes and I love it

Intentions mean everything, I hope they’ve learned some things, and do better the next time.

we must destroy them or we will become them and if we become them we must do better

doesn't mean i'm not upset. i'm crying. because i know what they wanna say with this, i know it's never over. but damn, i had hope for THIS Clancy.

Currently identifying with “I feel like garbage”

Promise me this
If I lose to myself
You won't mourn a day
And you'll move onto someone else

Josh is doing just this.

The work must continue...

Yup this part brought the tears

The sun will rise and we will try once again

Anyone else break into immediate tears when Clancy used the top symbol to defeat Nico? Only to immediately cry harder when he became Nico😳

Crying to confused to angry to crying

Oh I don’t know how to feel

Milwaukee, tinley park, and LA! I’ve got lawn for tinley park

I don’t even care what the Bandito camp is I’m just excited to dress like a Bandito and hand out bracelets and make new clikkie firends