So if I seem a bit.. out of it, This is one of the reasons why.
06.12.2025 15:22 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0@deermilky.bsky.social
Call me Levs/Deer or Levi | 32 | βοΈπ³οΈββ§οΈ He/Him | π³π± | Digital Artist | Lead Dev of FotV | 3D Modeler | Proud Pan - Demi - Aro | Diagnosed with BPD | SFW / Mature (view at own risk)
So if I seem a bit.. out of it, This is one of the reasons why.
06.12.2025 15:22 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0The headaches, the dizzyness, the exhaustion, the balance problems, the near fainting and nausea- All things i attributed to the amount of migraines I was having over the year- even while not clearly having a migraine (No aura migraines) All start to make more sense too
06.12.2025 15:22 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I have to go in for a cerebral MRI on the 10th, this entire situation has left me a bit stunned to be frank; but at the same time I am so scared beyond comprehension
This happening so quickly is kind of a reality check for me, as it is.. clearly serious enough for them to do another MRI so soon
specifically in the region of the fourth ventricle, Included is a map of a human brain with the location of said ventricle
I had/have my followup with my neurosurgeon on the 29th where I expected to be told they need to do further testing but the further testing is a lot sooner then expected:
I got the results back to me and they found a potential defect in the 4rth quadrant of my brain , a FLAIR hyperintense intraventricular defect;
An intraventricular lesion of the inferior aspect of the fourth ventricle is a hemorrhage within a ventricle of the brain (the ventricular system),
The anxieties wont stop coming, I just got another appointment letter in from the hospital; to catch everyone else here up to speed:
At the end of last month I had an MRI done of my brain to see if they can figure out where my migraines are coming from,
I won't go into the details, But I am not doing okay right now; dealing with a lot of really.. really heavy stuff.
Things arn't looking good.
Work in progress of something I started a while back;
Elliot's feral form
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I'm still here, I'm still breathing and alive and I plan to keep it that way
But i'll need some time to recover from all of these things
That is all
Inhale, Exhale, Now step back.
I've had a horrible 2 weeks of back to back bad things happening; won't bother social media with the details, my friends know and that's what matters.
In short, MRI scan to find out why daily migraines
Car accident
bad news in the family
that is all you need to know
It's finally here! The pure ice biome pack! with lots of cool ice related things~
27.11.2025 13:51 β π 4 π 2 π¬ 0 π 0Touched up some older backgrounds I drew, painted over them to breathe new life into them
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It's symbolicβ¨
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This is the hint for the next asset pack!
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Finished the Volcanic Edge pack! comes with 185 Unique Meshes and loads of customizability
12.11.2025 22:40 β π 2 π 1 π¬ 0 π 0To see the stuff I'm making for my asset packs or other game related projects, You can follow my other alt; @dragonsoupstudio.bsky.social
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Did y'all know I'm a game dev working on a game? no? well now you do!
You can follow my alt account @faunaoftheveil.bsky.social for dev updates (They are few and far inbetween at the moment)
But I also work on assets for the game that are going to be available in my FAB shop!
These are all the previews from my Stylized Fae Forest pack!
Available here: www.fab.com/listings/41d...
Work in prog stuff!
03.11.2025 11:40 β π 2 π 1 π¬ 0 π 0Working on game projects~ This is for one of them!
03.11.2025 11:40 β π 3 π 1 π¬ 0 π 0Happy Halloween! These are 2 of the 3 special halloween slots for this year (the third one will be a little late)
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Hint on what's next to come π
28.10.2025 05:27 β π 1 π 1 π¬ 0 π 0My very first asset pack! Completely custom made stuff by me to use in your stylized projects πππ²
26.10.2025 21:25 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Now with PCG grass! This'll be the final preview before it's finished ππ²
25.10.2025 23:47 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0"You missed with that stake, now it's my turn~"
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I've been hard at work learning how to properly sculpt rocks and cliffsides, it's been a wild ride as I never expected such simple shapes to be so complex to make and have them actually you know.. look good as a result!
23.10.2025 15:25 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Kinda missed having a deer-sona on the side; So I made myself one, this is Umber; he's a vampire deer c:
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Huge work in progress on this! All textures and assets made by meeee; I'm so hecking proud of how far I've come!
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