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sobrang out of mind nakarating ako ng gym ng walang keyfob so uwi ako; ugh ba't wala pa kasing access pass AF dito 😬

supposed dead time in gym; now it's like the golden hour of crowd 🫠

fck im crashing down real bad

so in the next 4 mins—this will be the longest meeting i'll be in for this quarter of the year; my anx is so high up na para bang...

the lingering anx from work i have to endure until friday 🫠

i cant sleep—i wanna roam around my area and have some coffee ig

huhu hindi ako abot sa art fair :<

please im serious when i say my next availability is late April bec of prior commitments and 'line' 😶😵‍💫

well i started off the month with that 🫣

missed opportunity last night ugh

trying to distract myself, focus on the main things, and enjoy as what i can enjoy because i dont know what will happen to my state by mid march

everyone be posting their 2016 self when the last media I can pull up is 2018 bec i lost my phone and my socmed accounts :<

klangnacht ed2—rdc x tyfm—raw mnl
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getting laid off really fucking sucks

all in my thoughts for now—someday to let it all out

just wild realization, it has been 4 years since I was adopted/rehomed into a new set of groups (adjacents included)—still here, alive, included, and cherished.

forever (genuinely... mostly! jk) thankful and appreciative for these people

■ ■■ | ■■ □ | ■■ □ ■■ ■■ —few years, backtrack

sohu + vodka mix while watching 10dance 🔥

i was curious why there's so many people in the area so early and the cell signal got a bit erratic, late to notice that today is ust paskuhan lol

i just got my annual med thing in—just noticed that i just gained 4 kgs since last year so from 51kg to 55kg, gaining gains but i need more

maybe drinking a dozen of on the rocks of whiskey from a company year end party wasnt a good idea 🥴

i am crying to a faint but surreal memory of 20th decmeber 2022

hola escolta for the 3rd time—

while my boss will be on sabbatical, i'll be getting ~50 hours of paid time with no work on top of my regular hours for the holidays in december 🥹🙂‍↕️

overstepping my boundaries to do stuff at work like a DE instead of DA as i just want efficiency to my tasks (and upcoming workload) bec requests getting pushback due to Q4 'priorities'

now i have to synthesize and integrate 29 document and confluence pages to turn it into a hub/playbook :)))))))

Life lately > i'm deep in the Data Engineer transition and just got my DA/DE certs, so now the tech portfolio build. Downtime is split between tech stuff + sinking hours into Pokémon Legends Z-A + discord. Time to balance these coding and playing to getting back to the gym!

due to the acquisition, ive been getting pulled for variations of workflow improvements from support ops to data 🫠 getting more and more used while trying to squeeze in upskilling

taking the initiative to teach my 3 siblings (which are relatively in their legal/shs years) about getting their own bank-savings, pre-adult stuff, and *expenses in which I had to learn by myself the hard way possible 🫠

just came back to working out after two and half months due to various reasons then the next day i feel feverish rusgfjrh what if itigil ng tuluyan eme