Maggie/Mew

fuck this I'm going to a hair salon I'm too dumb for this

looking to cut my hair but terrified of fucking up and so far the tutorials i've been finding are so fast and frustrating

what is with these superfast editing styles people do for tutorials like i get it, it's for the adhd peeps, but i need the slow ass dopey version for assholes who suck at retaining info (me)

Between all those and finally getting a job, I feel more paranoid than ever that something terrible will happen. I shouldn't be like this but my fucked up lil brain just feels like shit should not be going this good for me. i hate it aaaaa

also ALSO, a snowboard game with a similar aesthetic is also on the horizon, HyperYuki Snowboard Syndicate, that game looks really awesome too.

in other slay news, so pumped for Hyperfunk, BRC is one of my absolute favourite games of the last few years (and really ever) so seeing a spiritual sequel get announced with a faster flow and more in depth tricks is fuckin bliss.

Castle Rat releases an album and not three days later does Elder release an ep

girls we eatin good

ok can we talk about ads that play (very loud) music on otherwise silent webpages. FUCK THEM so fucking badly.

ugh the Bestiary is so good, fuck I love Castle Rat

dis bitch employed again and will not fuck it up like last time

Had a lot of confusion in my late teen years, but the true "crack" was just sitting there at dinner one night and having the question "what if I was born a girl" pop into my head, I remember everything about that night in detail, the question resounded for hours, and I already knew the answer

The image asks "Why is Elden Rings Volcano Manor so Pizza coded???" *Pizza hut found at the bottom *Area on the map is a literal pizza *Areas boss is literally defeated by cheese *Pizza cutter on the upper floor

Jorp

Stabbing Westward slander will not be tolerated here, WBB&P is a goated album

I’ll be okay, just coming to terms with the full consequences my own mistakes and shortcomings.

This has been a year of much reflection, regret and perspective. That my life was near perfect, and I was a greedy, moronic fool not to realize it. Sure my work position wasn’t ideal, but the way I went about things was completely backwards and unintuitive.

Starting to realize how awful of a daughter I’ve been. I’ve demonized them in my mind for stupid fucking arguments where I now see I was at fault. They’ve done nothing but love and support me and I’ve been horribly ungrateful in return.

girls :3

People really be like “I only listen to English songs, I like to understand the words you know” and then turn around and listen to shit like American Woman or Born in the USA like it’s the most proud, patriotic shit in the world

Pretty proud of how this one turned out

Life is too short to not buy concert tickets and truck parts

Cnt stop procrastinating and getting distracted by stupid shit i hate having autism

sorry i just had to get this all off my chest. I'm tired. I want out. I want it back.

I'm fucking done with everything. Nothing has gone right this past couple years, and while I am to blame for some of it, most is being abused by a system made to punish the already suffering, the unconventional, the lesser than average. I'm just a stupid ugly freak, and this world hates me for that

And this whole fucking shit would have never even happened if my last job had respected and payed me adequately for five years of service, but of course they couldn't, leading to rushing into a shitty dream that collapsed upon me, straining my relationship with my parents, my now ex-managers...

Almost a year of trying, finally having my hopes and optimism restored, only to be crushed, pushed back down, kicked, told to stay down. Down here to die.

and getting fucking fired with no room to negotiate because of probation period bullshit. Fuck this capitalist hellscape we're forced to live in and especially fuck shoppers drug mart and loblaws corporation.

I love finally getting a job, being forced to work a nine hour shift my first day cause of a scheduling fuck up, during a heat wave, with next to no food in my body because I'm broke, becoming so tired and dehydrated that I can't come in the next day cause my head is pounding

The fuckin trend of trying to gaslight people into believing the existence of funny ass characters with stupid names will never not be funny, probably cause I’m bad for that shit irl