Sexually competent dirtbag

Happy #Humpday everyone 🐻💦 (@typekale.bsky.social)

Happy Friday!

I miss pup play so badly. I didn't realize how much I depended on it to help me relax and be vulnerable with partners.

Can kink be a crutch or is it a tool? Both? I Don't want my puppy time to be the only time I feel safe being exposed to my partners.

Photo of me from behind naked and pulling my cheeks apart to show off my hole

Feeling kinda feral, maybe putting your cock in me would help 😈

Like... I'll be honest and open, but if you didn't listen and believe me then what else was I supposed to do? Don't keep flirting after saying that you're fine with being friends. Don't go cold and weird when I nicely remind you what I can offer right now. Ughhh.

The one man I've found in my area that seems like cool friend material has gone cold and silent after I ( ONCE AGAIN, FOR THE TENTH TIME ) remind him I'm not looking to date right now. I've said it from the first time we spoke, and he has always said it was cool. I just can't make people hear me 😭

Okay so it's like a moon phase or something right?? It's intense😬

Promising headline that completely overstates what is expressed in the actual text

Discord's response can be summed up to saying they're aware of the ethical and security problems, but they're not doing anything of substance to protect or respect users, and will make zero substantial policy changes

I'm going to refer to my next slut phase as " The Sausage Episode" in passing. Sounds ominous.

I don't think anyone should ever walk away from eating a slice of pizza posing only the question " was there bad intent behind that? "

I need someone to smoke weed and talk shit with.

if i know discord for anything is that they can and will pussy out if people bully them enough for something. get fucking loud about this

hit 'em where it hurts!! 🥰✨

Oh yeah u still miss him that's cool

It's done. His stuff is gone. I think I'm gonna pause the sad posting now. I don't think I'll stop missing him, but it's getting less painful. I really want to call him, just say goodbye and such. We never really had that. I will respect his choice though, I owe him that much.

i wanna get bred in the stable again 😩

I've changed so much since we got together. I used to feel so much more vibrantly. I used to go out,used to do dumb shit at all hours, we'd spend hours just driving, blasting music. mental illness really feels like it's slowly making me into a golem. Working, but soulless and cold. I miss warmth.

It's so odd being the problem in your relationship but your brain still tries to convince you you're a victim. Yes, I'm hurting, but I pushed him away with my actions, so I have no room to feel like he's at fault. I'm so excited for therapy Monday.

He's getting his stuff tomorrow, and I can't sleep. I know why he needs to go, I'm just hurting knowing that all the little reminders of him will be gone from my life soon. I know I'm the one who failed our relationship .I hope he can heal and thrive, I just wish I hadn't thrown my chance away.

The feelings are so bittersweet right now. Thankful for what I was given, distraught that someone I loved so deeply is no longer in my life, and somehow still feeling other things. Brains are weird.

I feel thankful that he stuck by me for so long. He supported me so lovingly in so many ways. I'm realizing he spent years caring for someone who was originally supposed to be his rock. His struggles didn't stop when mine started, I just focused on mine to his detriment. I know he cared fiercely.

It's not reasonable to expect anyone to stay unhappy forever. I hate that I was blind to how badly I was failing him. I wish he could have told me how bad it was for him. I regret that he didn't feel like he could tell me. I wish I had closure, but maybe understanding is helping a bit.

I think the realization that needs have just changed over the years we've been together is helping. My needs have increased due to several outside issues, and I can't expect someone to be happy when our dynamic changed so drastically. I wasn't meeting his needs anymore, but I was blind to it.

‘Rage knitting’ against the machine: the hobbyists putting anti-ICE messages into crafts Makers take a stand through ‘Melt the ICE’ red knit caps and sparkly nails – all while raising funds for those affected by immigration raids

Staff at a Twin Cities yarn store put together a pattern for a red knit “Melt the ICE” hat inspired by the Norwegian resistance.

They thought they would attract 10 people to a weekly knit-along.

They’ve sold 70,000 copies, raising more than $250k for immigrant aid groups.

Sent the risky text last night. I just want him to miss me like I miss him, but I know that's just not realistic. I miss him so goddamn much rn I just dont feel like i can keep this up. I miss feeling alive.

I don't think I've lost anyone I've had this sort of connection with before. I've grieved my parents, and a sibling, and this is somehow more intense rn. I feel so crazy feeling this way about a boy.

I hate having this overwhelming urge to comfort someone who I know is in pain, but I know inserting myself into his life right now would only hurt more. Feeling so helpless is odd at times. I am so used to being someone with a plan to fix it all 🫠

I feel like im constantly in a state of " oh hes just gonna come home from work soon.... oh wait. ". Like. Five years of life habits just do not go away quickly. I am so autistic, I just cant find my new life pattern. I keep expecting a sound at the front door like im a fucking dog.

Going through all the photos I can find of him, I will never regret the smut we made together, but i feel like I need to delete it all, and I am so heartbroken that I took so few photos that were just us existing and being happy. I wish I had something besides my memories to document this journy.

Any tips on getting life together after you have a manic depressive episode, run off the love of your life and then fail to commit suicide? I start lithium this week, and I got a therapist scheduled, IDK what else to even do. I just stare at the wall all day and regret right now.