lycoris 🥀🔞

have been very normal about the shadussy + tentadick combo lately
#lyc_art #sonadownsfw

i don't know if it happens for everyone, but just now i was replying to comments and it removed all the paragraphs after the one i used </3 in ☠️ it took me three tries to realize THIS could be the reason

woah ok so. ao3 has issues if you put </3 in the comments apparently
had no idea
sorry if my comments or replies ever seemed to cut short? i only realized it now

there's a couple of things i wanna do; i wanna draw, i wanna write next part of one step at a time, i wanna write like lavender. and i can't choose and am getting overwhelmed... i think it's called choice paralysis or something?

// menstruation 🩸 (+ no blood version)
two freaks
#lyc_art #sonadownsfw

i literally made shadow so autism coded in mentions of his childhood in obscura like i wasn't even trying to but ☠️

oh i wish but i doubt it 😭 (although i did say the same thing abt obscura au and now it's taken over my life lol)
i love satbk so much but i always get overwhelmed by the language and terminology of medieval times (same with cowboy au and pirates au 💔) so i never write anything for that

the angst potential of lansoni with unrequited(?) son→adow is unparalleled
sonic's overall heartbreak and guilt about using lance as a replacement
lancelot's quiet acceptance that he'll never be enough
i need to sit down

the next part of one step at a time WILL be a pwp!!!! no angst no hurt/comfort no plot!!!!! i swear!!!!!!

favorite brand of sonadow art: shadow drowning in titty
second favorite brand of sonadow art: sonic drowning in titty (floof)

the same thing in question: smut, something goes wrong, they have to stop, hurt/comfort

i am completely aware and content with the revelation that i write the same thing over and over again (affirmations to tell myself in the mirror)

i slept for over 12h ☠️

people being surprised when they read my smut that it ends up making them cry
my dude that's my Whole Thing 😭 i'm the angst boy, i'm the one who ruins you

touch starved

honestly i'm not doing amazing mentally and i wanna take advantage of that mindset to write some future like lavender scenes

shit i forgot my meds but I'm already running late whatever

i didn't sleep at all and i've got 12h of classes today but that's fine i'll manage probably

// 💙🖤🔞
"or you're a dog (and i'm your man)" is up!
archiveofourown.org/works/75046686

finally, the long awaited part 3 of 'one step at a time'!
this time, featuring not only top trans sonic, but dom trans sonic! what a treat
#sonadow #sonadownsfw #sonicnsfw

man. thinking about his peets

a friend told me to spill some cream on him

i was getting overwhelmed, i have so many focal chapters drafted out, but i don't know how to GET to them, i don't know how to transition, i don't have clear ideas for chapters in between them
but it doesn't feel as frustrating right now, i need to give myself a clear mind to slowly think it through

honestly i think i REALLY needed that short break from like lavender to write something else, bc suddenly i'm feeling less dreadful about continuing

sonic as a sub on the other hand, oh boy
he's a menace lmao a textbook brat

shadow as a sub enjoys giving away control and letting himself drift - he finds comfort in following commands which is something that comes naturally to him and it doesn't require him to think, he can just turn his brain off and feel good - he loves being praised and treated like he's smn precious

was writing it instead of doing mine 💔

🤝

// 💙🖤🔞
"or you're a dog (and i'm your man)" is up!
archiveofourown.org/works/75046686

finally, the long awaited part 3 of 'one step at a time'!
this time, featuring not only top trans sonic, but dom trans sonic! what a treat
#sonadow #sonadownsfw #sonicnsfw

might post today just so i can completely clear my mind and focus on actually making my multilingualism presentation which is due on tuesday (gonna fucking die)

would y'all believe me if i said my plan was to make it around 7k long