Seitan is Real 🔞

Might upload this on my personal twitter later then rt it, but yall get this first because I hate Elon. I have a long way to go tbh, so I'll keep learning from life.

I planned something for you today, but a lot came up and I refuse to give you rushed work. I'm really sorry! I'll do my best to show y'all soon! 今日何かアップしようと思ってたけど、用事が多すぎて何も送れなかったんだ。焦って描いたものが見せてたくないから本当に申し訳ない！全部描けるように頑張る！

Haha tbqh I feel like you'll be better off with others since I'm only going to slow you down, but... I appreciate you sticking around bud ❤️

Like ok who the hell told you??? Lmao, it doesn't help I hate being lied to and lying to myself too. Anyways... that's enough out of me for today

and now your hyperindependence is keeping you from forming deeper connections with the people that do want to be there for you?" (2/2)

"Do you actually relate to Mira, or did just the people that were supposed to take care of you and love you unconditionally let you down over and over again and it was so painful that you decided to rely on no one other than yourself... (1/2)

Yanno like most movies, I didn't actually like kpop demon hunters that much, but it was fun and I liked how a lot of the characters actually had Korean features. But I really loved and related to Mira. Then I read a post a friend sent that took me out.

Not to mention I don't think I can find a lot of my old muts either. Nor am I relevant enough nor I don't think they'll be interested in the person I am nowadays. Which is fair! I've been questioning more of what I actually like to draw vs what I'm doing because I think the community would like it.

Last thoughts for the day, it kinda sucks to say but the only reason why I keep Twitter around is because a lot of non-English communities do not use Bluesky, and I do not want to ostracize an entire community. But it pains me to still update on that nazi-saluting idiot's site...

Yessir. Silence is death. I'm trying to remember that every day. My therapist is a very old gay and he told me about how the gays of his day used to punch down all the time and that didn't end well for any of us. It's... so very hard to unlearn a lot of was learned through osmosis.

Be brave, deep down you know what's right and what you're avoiding. Be honest, you know deep down when you're lying to yourself and to others. Take accountability, you know when you could've handled something better and not blame others when you know what you did was wrong. Way easier said than done

I guess what I'm trying to say is. There's dangers of punching down. If we are triumphant in even reversing some of these puritanical evangelical practices, I don't really want to see people punching others down to feel like they can have a spot with the "normals", they'll never see us as equals.

Ngl. Everything is really overwhelming, and I'm not really sure if I have the energy to keep up. But I'll do what I can and whatever is in my control, I'll try to do. Maybe this was a mistake to post this... maybe it isn't... idk at this point. I'm just going to do what I can.

It doesn't mean that I'm not happy stuff isn't getting done, I'm more than happy people are now taking action, it just gets tiring when we've always been silently fighting for everyone while being ridiculed by the same community that wouldn't hesitate to throw us under the bus when it's inconvenient

I'm not sure if I should even be posting this because it's a personal topic. A certain poem comes to mind whenever I see people talk about an issue that's now affecting them when it has been a thing for us invisible freaks for a while now...

This week's been busy! Sorry for the lack of sharks! :( It's going to have to be next year!
今週は忙しくて、色々なサメくんがいなくて申し訳ない！残念ながら、来年に登場するかも！

A lil animation practice wip~
描きかけアニメションの練習

Something my very old and gay therapist said: "a lot of these people watch taboo kinks in secret anyways, there will always be people who punch down, it's been like this forever" I'm never a fan of ever forcing people to believe in what I believe in anyways, you gotta make stuff you want to see.

Our fucking red-leading government apparently "Oh my god Pam he called me ugly, I'm going to like sue them, tell me I'm pretty!!" Holy fuck I can't stop laughing. My guy. The racist remarks so many politicians had to go through and THAT got under your skin??? LMAOOO

I usually keep opinions to myself but this is too hilarious, South Park isn't normally funny nor remotely interesting to me (except for the episode when Cartman gets his ass beat by Wendy) but, the republican-ran white house's reaction is gold. Lmao! Also smh Satan has standards, he got done dirty.

My dense ass just now realized that my friends have been dating for around 2 years already (by telling me)
鈍感な俺、今になって、二人の友達が2年も付き合ってたことにやっと気づいた（教えてくれたんだ）

I'm not actually upset with dragonite, I love how much more huggable he is, however, I do dislike that he isn't blue... come on guys... 🙉

Ack. I just realized I messed up on an angle... oh well too late now...... I'll have to learn from this.

Yes I turned myself into a shark... I hug my blahaj every night when I'm sad leave me alone lmao🙈
今週サメになっちゃった... 悲しい夜にもいつもイケアのブローハイを抱きしめてるんだよ、そっとしてｗｗ🙈

Happy Shark Week! I'm always late for these things... I actually made this last year, you'll see more of him later (I hope)! 🙊
サメの週になった！色々なイベントの時大抵アップしたら遅れちゃうけど... 実は去年描いたもの。後でもっと登場する（といいんだけど）！🙊

This is not to say there's not other things to thay damn stupid bill but other than protesting, calling, voting, and donating, it's out of my control now.

I'm not well right now. I don't know if I should post a vent piece... but I have a job AND I also do freelance and I'm about to lose my insurance... I try to keep my personal feelings separate from this account... but holy shit I'm furious.

The Medicaid changes won’t go into effect until after midterms in 2027, which kinda says to me that this administration doesn’t want people to remember who did this to them.

I have never seen that red panda guy in my life. :)

Check out the mouth on that guy あいつの口がやばそう
cw: gore, blood グロ注意