I woke up to two new kudos today, and wouldnβt you know it, that motivated me to write for the first time in ages! It feels so nice to stretch that muscle.
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Constantly trying to convince myself that the real world is almost as good as fictional ones. I like cop shows, and occasionally commandeer them for my own purposes on AO3 https://archiveofourown.org/users/FairyTaleTrainWreck
I woke up to two new kudos today, and wouldnβt you know it, that motivated me to write for the first time in ages! It feels so nice to stretch that muscle.
04.12.2025 00:21 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Chapter 55 is up! Itβs not great, but itβs words π π π
#Upstead #SHMH #Resemblance
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Also, I finally gave in and got Twitter! You can find me over there under the same user name as here, @FTTWwriting.
14.09.2025 23:22 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Sneak peek for the next chapter:
βStella gave her a thumbs down.β
βHer purpose in life couldnβt be measured only by what she got out of it; Hailey needed to remember that she had a lot to offer, as well.β
βAw, you two are so romantic. Couple goals, for sure.β
#Upstead #SHMH #Resemblance
Hoping to have an update posted for Still Holding My Hand sometime this week!
13.09.2025 18:58 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Okay, kids, Iβm officially back in the writing phase. Cross your fingers and wish me luck! #SHMH
09.09.2025 14:43 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Iβm nearly done rereading Still Holding My Hand, and Iβm so into it. Iβm like, βI canβt wait to find out what happens next!β
And then I remember that I have to come up with what happens next π
What an honor and a burden! Hoping for inspiration to hit soon. Those two deserve it.
#Upstead #SHMH
This is a beautiful drawing! Iβm still Team No Baby For Upstead, but it is sweet to see what might have been! I can just picture Trudy: βThereβs my favorite Halstead!β And then they argue about which of the three sheβs referring to π Thanks for sharing!
14.08.2025 13:50 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0My primary audience was myself. And even still, it thrills me to see the words laid out on the page. I love that story. I needed that story. How cool is it that there are other people out there who love it, too? Itβs crazy how art can bring us together. Thanks for reading it. Thanks for loving it.
03.08.2025 13:50 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0So Iβve been rereading Still Holding My Hand, and itβs reminded me of why I wrote it in the first place. Because there was a story I wanted to read so badly. I searched for it high and low, multiple forums, and it was nowhere to be found. It existed only in my head. So I wrote it.
03.08.2025 13:50 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Thatβs so nice to hear, and I appreciate your understanding! I definitely need some time to exist in the real world. I feel like for that fic specifically, now that itβs sort of just following along as they live their lives, my ideas really have to marinate for a while. It will happen, eventually!
23.07.2025 13:32 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0And for those of you still waiting on an update for Still Holding My Hand, please be patient with me 𫨠My plan is to take a little breather, and then reread it to make sure Iβm in the correct headspace. Itβs coming, but not soon. Iβm sorry.
I love writing, but it takes effort and time. Iβm not done
Also, this was the dress I was picturing. If that aids anyone in their reading process
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Thatβs all there is. There is no more.
Chapter 19 is up. Iβm sad. Iβm so grateful for the four of you who are still reading it.
Thank you and happy reading!
#Upstead #TEoB #ThisLoveCameBacktoMe
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Good news! Circumstances have aligned to make some progress! Hoping to post by early next week.
Plus, Iβm really liking the last chapter. I hope itβs worth the wait.
I was hoping to work on/finish The End of Beginning this week, but there have been *people* at my house, and my poor little introverted brain is fried. Iβm still hoping to make some progress, but no idea when itβll be ready to post.
#Upstead #TEoB #ThisLoveCameBackToMe
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Chapter 18 is out. Weβre so close to the end. I hope you guys like this chapter as much as I do
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#Upstead #TEoB #More
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Iβm a decent way through the next chapter of #TEoB, and Iβm pretty sure itβll be the next to last one π
Iβm stealing a bit more inspiration from the end of season eleven and calling it βMore.β
#Upstead
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Not sure Iβm capable of it, or what I would do if someone demonstrated it towards me. It was so beautiful, and both of those ladies (and their families) are still heavy on my heart tonight. The world is so ugly and scary right now, but the love and compassion and empathy are loud and enduring
29.06.2025 00:51 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0In the last two days, Iβve witnessed two separate ~80 year old men (a husband and a father) spend hours standing at the bedside of a sick loved one in the ICU. Neither would even sit. Literally stood vigil, moving only to allow staff to do their work. And I just canβt imagine that kind of love.
29.06.2025 00:48 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Itβs that time of week againβ¦
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#Upstead
#TEoB
#somethingdifferent
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Iβve been pretty uninspired lately, but I forced myself to write this week and have almost 1500 words. Slow and steady, I guess.
#writersblock #celebratingsmallwins
Chapter sixteen is posted! Let me know what you think.
#Upstead #TEoB #Serenity
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βBut, of course, it wasnβt that simple. As much as she tried, it was impossible to split her life up into Before and After. The Good and the Not So Good. There was balance to be had no matter where she found herself.β
#Upstead #TEoB
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βThat was the first time he noticed it: her ability to compartmentalize her pain. That she wasnβt as aloof and unfeeling as she tried to portray. She was just selective about who saw that side of her. And for reasons Jay couldnβt fully comprehend, she was allowing him a glimpse.β
#Upstead #TEoB
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Why are so many fanfic writers under the impression that heart monitors beep continually? Can you imagine how irritating that would be? Patients and staff alike would be pulling their hair out within thirty minutes π©»
#alarmfatigueisreal #anddangerous
#overthinking
#petpeeve
Next chapter is up! I really like this one, and I hope you do, too. I even had trouble falling asleep a few nights because my mind was so excited about writing the next part. Thatβs normal behavior, right?
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#Upstead #TEoB
βNothing filled him with a sense of satisfaction like passing a few hours with her. Every moment they spent together was a respite from the very real, very adult problems he had been dealing with. They didnβt completely vanish in her presence, but they certainly felt less ominous.β
#Upstead #TEoB
βItβs been so nice lately, you know? Just existing with you in this new version of us. But I guessβ¦ I guess at some point we are going to have to address what happened, if weβre going to really move past it.β
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#Upstead #TEoB #healingisntlinear
This next chapter is going to take forever to write if I keep spending hours on Zillow doing βresearchβ to find Jayβs apartment
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#Upstead #TEoB #detailsmatter