Shmorpicle

Yessssssss

Beautiful!

Me and my lifemate Zorbo have been studying your vibe from afar perhaps you would like to come with us?

My oomf is so wonderful

Blind as fuck this morning

*s

I'm doing much better sleeping issues aside, I think I'm sort of in the lustful stage of grieving the relationship but it's not gonna be forever.

I think I'll start by getting laser

Today I will be focused on looking after myself because I don't wanna be one of those people who loses sight of who they are in heartbreak and maybe I can fake it til I make it too.

I know that one day there will be someone or someones who do love me but right now it's still sore

I wish I could just turn myself off

them to treat me like I mattered, to treat me the way they treat each other where they're wanted and they go out of their way for each other. I was so in love, my whole family knew it, my friends knew it and they knew it too but I was just reheated leftovers. I wish they just loved me too.

cared about me and I'm just mourning the loss of the people who I thought saw something special in me. All the us things, the in-jokes, the TV shows we wanted to watch, the things we were going to do, did it even matter to them? I've been ugly crying since Monday evening and I just wanted-

I fucking hate it because I would have taken a bullet for them but they wouldn't even manage to put me first for ten minutes, it was supposed to be a partnership but it just became servitude. I had their backs but they wouldn't have mine. Now I've lost my safe space and everyone who I thought-

It feels like a chunk of me is gone, I gave them all my love and did everything right and they still treated me wrong. They told me that they loved me several times but actions speak louder than words. I just wanted to be wanted and they kept pushing me away and it became them and me.

I honestly wish they were the people who I thought they were, the reason I fell in love with them was because I thought they were nerdy and fun and passionate and clever and kind and genuinely cared about me but I did everything to make them happy and they tore me down.

Sometimes it was like they really did love me but I hate that they let me think that. It felt special but they only cared about each other and I couldn't be in a relationship where I'm not valued and wanted. Maybe in other circumstances it could have worked but they still took advantage of me.

It's funny, a love spoon is supposed to be a physical representation of your relationship and hopes for your future and it ended up being a reminder of how one-sided everything was...

I feel like such a fool, I was ready to sacrifice everything for them but they couldn't even sacrifice a couple of hours.

I thought they were gonna be forever but they just used me

Everything sucks

You wanna be their everything but you're just their something and their nothing.

Everyone's wearing makeup except Vulcan-Boy...

Imagine a superhero who got their powers because their parents were in an experiment gone awry and every time someone asks how they became a superhero they're like "My dad was in an accident" and they go "Oh I'm so sorry, what about your powers?" and it just becomes really awkward...

they seriously expect us to believe that THIS GUY was smashing mad puss-puss just a few years earlier

On the other hand there's this really mean cunty tgirl pirate supervillain with a cool dragon tattoo on her face so I think they've redeemed themselves...

My biggest problem with Star Trek: Strange New Worlds is them making Spock heterosexual

I don't think I'm gonna bother staying in, I need to distract myself and figure things out later.

Pizza was good, I feel really bizarre though

Pizza is almost here