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idk how i ever made it through highschool bc i can barely handle leaving the house every other day for class... let alone daily... i was born to be a neet 🫩✌️

i can't sleep so i will read manhwa and forget that i am a person

this one is so cute yay

*closes bluesky*
*opens bluesky*

every once in a while i get reminded that i have a really bad personality and nobody actually likes me. at least its good motivation to starve myself and isolate myself from everyone around me. hashtag winning 🫩

i want to kms

now that i think about it maybe its the insomnia causing my paranoia... or vice versa idk

i've only gotten 4 hours of sleep in the last 36 hours... now its 2am and i can't sleep. i have class in the morning until the afternoon so ig i'm gonna make it to 48 hours?? thriving so much rn 🫩

it was hell i think i should just kms tbh

i feel so unc... literally knocking at deaths door... let me be a dumb 16 y/o again 😞🫩

my insomnia has been so bad that i don't even try to sleep anymore. i just ride out the exhaustion until i pass out 😭

i actually have to go to class tomorrow 🫩 ugh 🫩🫩🫩

i am so paranoid for literally no reason. can my brain just act normal for once 🥲

derek looks cool as flip 😲

who up mourning what once was and what will never be again

this is how i find out drafts are a thing now omg what... this is epic

i'm taking the same prof again this semester and he also looks a little like bernie sanders its kinda crazy

omg hai ^^ i've actually been in sh recovery so i've been staying off of bsky (mostly..)🫩 but i'm doing pretty good recently all things considered. i hope you've been doing well!! :p

this is my dramatic way of saying i hate the major i chose and i wish i went into something creative or artistic instead 😞

lowkey can't handle the idea of doing this for the rest of my life but we're already here so whatever i'll just kms if it gets that bad 🥹✌️

first day of class is today BUT the professor is sick so she cancelled. feeling so blessed maybe live is worth living after all 🙏

revolutionary idea... what if i stop eating

i tried so hard not to ruin this & yet i still did thats so cool

im actually a horrible person in a perpetual cycle of doing horrible things and then acting like i'm going to be better and then being horrible again 🫤🔫

a close up of a cat 's face in a living room looking at the camera . ALT: a close up of a cat 's face in a living room looking at the camera .

haiii mrroroww meorw

idk what the correlation between being trans and being a furry is but i've met a lot of trans furries and they're definitely in the top 3 genres of people. i fw them heavy

what my 3 day old half finished monster sees when i check to make sure no bugs crawled in it and its still safe to drink