F3X ABUS3R (🔞)

how do i fuck this thing. ...ehhhhh i'll figure it out.

i have a hole in my shoes

no way am i drawing something else other than dod!?!?! more likely than you think.

hmmmm....

aaaand off i go to take another break for 500 years

eg🥚 also yeah i just wanted this to get it over with so i could NOT be bothered to color this normally.

I'M COOKING I'M COOKING I'M COOKING I'M SOOOO COOKING RN!!! BLESS THE MARKER BRUSHES IN DRAWING PROGRAMS!!!!!!! BLESS THEM!!!! BLESS THEM!!!!1!11!1!!! THEY'RE SO GOOD I BUSTED!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna draw something but i have noooo ideas at all
i mean, i DO have ideas it's just the fact that maybe my skill is just way too low for that. womp womp.

what kind of fruit is this
i don't fucking know
what kind of fruit is this
i don't know
what kind of vegetable is this
i don't fucking know

life when im
jorking peenar
poensim
when im
life when im
jorking it
yay

this makes sense to me also this looks like straight booty cheeks but it's okay because i don't care

guess who's alive guys
anyway, I'm gonna try to slowly ease myself back into drawing because i've been procrastinating for waaaay too long.

artblock is still killing me i can't draw anything without breaking into tears because nothing looks right.
cheers 👍

i figured it out! i have artblock. womp womp wooomp.

i should draw something i feel guilty for not doing anything productive

whoever made the error boots obby in highrise rush needs to be stoned

domer ✅
domer ✅
domer ✅
domer. ❌

here it feels like a public diary in a way, barely anyone sees it nor cares but it feels different. kinda helps me calm down.
anyway, ignore this if you want i don't care, i feel better, kind of.

the reason why i'm posting this shit is because even though i have plenty of friends, i barely feel heard whenever i talk to them
not their fault but still, i basically have no one if we look at it from this perspective.

the urge to just relapse back into that horrible phase that i had a long time ago is real strong right now and i fear i can't do anything to distract myself from it

just a friendly reminder to check up on your friends (if you even have any, no offense.)
ask them if they're alright, talk to them and stuff, spend time with them!
who knows, you might make their day a little bit better!

very self indulgent.

eh whatever I'm not ready for that anyway

my mind says "open commi.mckcisions so you can make MONAAYYYY!!!" but my motivation and fear of interacting with people says "NO FUCK THAT FUCK THAT FUCK THAT I'D RATHER SHOVE A GUN IN MY MOUTH AND PULL THE TRIGGER"

yuri jumpscare

every time i'm trying to draw ANYTHING i start getting this feeling in my throat like i'm about to throw up and it pisses me off so much.