YaboiAlex67

If i made a game one day i mean it when i say i would tell no one about it and no one would find out

Hey yall been a bit

My meds are making me feel fucking terrible is this what mood swings are

I took my meds an hour ago and i feel different
Like my brain feels like static and like im zoning out

You are in an ambulance potentially clinging to life. And until that moment comes you need to talk to yourself and think "what legacy did i leave behind". Take care yall. Cause theres gonna be a point where you wish you did something about it. Do what you want.

Is the wind going inside the ambulance van and i hear the sounds of the emt talking to me. Before all that i went to go get a snack from the pantry and walked back to my room and as soon as i sat down it just happend. Its some scary ass shit. Like i said at one point you are healthy and the next

Before i kick the bucket. Damn im really making this sound like i got terminal cancer :/. Siezures are scary man. I remember how it happend and what i was doing to. I was in a vc on discord with friends and then it all went black. Couple seconds went by and my hearing was coming back and all i hear

It feels like i got a timebomb on me. Everyday feels like im zoning out like litterally zoning out. Im not sure if thats a symptom of another siezure happening or what but truth is im not sure what to do anymore. But now that i got whatever the fuck this is i want to atleast try to do shit

I said "i wish i got something so life threatening itll force me to get off my fatass and do shit i want to do." And now that i got this wish its like. Either god is real and that dickhead is listening ONLY when i want negative shit is happening or he is truly testing me by being giving me whatiwant

I take the meds and ill probably become a worse person because of my meds. Medication is scary too like man this medication might make me either severely depressed or EXTREMELY fucking angry. But the saddest part is well i kinda wished for this to happen cause i felt like i was going NOWHERE

I think it hasnt hit me yet yaknow. The feeling of this disability is apart of you now for potentially the rest of your life. My parents argued told me "do you really want to take medication for the rest of your life" but man what choice do i have. Its either i dont take the meds and it happens or

It feels like this thing you never thought would happen just happend without your consent and now you are supposed to "not think about it". Which i get it right but man. At one point i was completely healthy and the next your body will one day betray you in the worst way possible.

VENT🧵 : I think when it comes to health in general you never really see how healthy you were actually. I mean sure you can be underweight overweight but when you have get a disability it feels like at one point you were the healthiest in your entire life and then suddenly you just arent anymore.

I MAY HAVE STUCK MY DICK IN CRAZY

STOP WANTING COCK YOU WHORE GOD DAMN LOCK IN

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Its rinse and repeat except the shit i wanna do gets deleted cause its not good enough like no shit i want to draw but it gets harder and harder to do so

like i do want to draw and then when it comes to drawing its like this fucking brain of mine blocks EVERYTHING out god it pisses me off

FUCK IS IT SO DISHEARTENING TO FINALLY WANNA GET DRAWING AND THEN MY BRAIN GOES BLANK

Dude i love when i want to draw and my mind goes blank and i just get FUCKING BRAIN FOG AND NEVER GET SHIT DONE IT ALWAYS FUCKINBG HAPPENS

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