Mama Ghoul

What if I just kill myself

And then I’d kick her sir🦇

Fourth year in a row I’ve written out suicide notes on my birthday.

Never thought I’d get back to the point in my life where I’m carving the word fat in my leg.

This is your sign to dump your pos boyfriend

Yeah I’m not making it to my birthday this year.

That was definitely the push I needed 👍

I’m so close to snapping and killing myself.

Left on read by everyone then blocked by someone after sending my selfie to them when they asked what I looked like 😀is it time. Can I die now.

I’ve felt so good about my body the last few days

Queue me wanting to kill myself!! Yay!!

I think about dying so much that I’m becoming way less fearful of it.
Whether that’s good or bad is up for interpretation.

My favorite compliments I’ve ever received
“You sit so well!” From my tattoo artist
“Green looks so good around your face” my hair stylist

Seeing friends and then immediately wanting to brag about how much fun you had is PEAK

Me when I tried to kms the other day but no one knows bc no one cares.

I’m going to scream. I need a job but no one is fucking hiring me.

Never have I felt so low in my god damn life. I go to bed hoping I don’t wake up. I’m so tired.

One of the mmc in this book just carved the girls initials into his 🍆

Imma need some of yall to step up your game.

Finally fucking reading again

My RSD screaming at me lololol. I feel terrible for not being able to just move on.

If I lose my battle with my mental health, tell my son I fought for him.

Heard nothing from a job I really wanted. Trying very hard not to lose it.

I know my husband is probably so mad always seeing me be so hurt. But I can’t help but keep giving second chances.

In need of a 6’something liberally cowboy who run my back

No one has been asking me how I am,
I feel so broken and exhausted. I want to die.

Think I’m done living for real.

I also miss my best friend. I know she’s healing herself from her most recent break up and I wish her love and happiness. But gosh I can’t wait to be joined at the hip again.

I miss flirting with my coworker.

I think if I killed myself, life would get a lot better