eva

also millie brady loves my nails hehe :3

work makes me feel like im going to d** sometimes but i cannot see myself in anything else than film production

first week of filming over, 4 more to go. cannot wait for this months paycheck and the uocoming holidays

no lesbians left on this goddamn earth

good god

cannot handle how reassuring this is rn bc i still feel like internally im in constant panic but thank u so much alice 🫂 i will know ☝️

the freedom already feels crazy thought im so happy i left that office job

my work is project based so i get employed by different companies every time but that means i have to learn and relearn stuff all the time and be real adaptable and im soooo scared not to fuck up but i also need to learn to trust myself and put boundaries. so many new things

stress skin picking session

perfect. it kind of clicks now why everyone in this industry has history with some kind of substance abuse 😭

2 weeks in and i feel like im constantly shaking in my boots

when does the constant fear of being a freelancer STOP??

in such a transitional period of my life i started writing fic again after almost 9 years

sent off my goodbye email :3 going to miss some people a lot but leaving this job is so important to me and who i am right now

i should also not be allowed out the house because tell me why I just spent €8 at miniso for a mystery bag just because the packaging looked cute

tourists in Greece are especially insufferable because what do you mean you’re blocking the pavement just to line up for a souvlaki? just walk 10 m and you’ll find a different store doing the exact same thing

hoping i can finally get my hands on a bottle

im a hard worker and an honest person and i deserve the opportunities that come my way. saying this again and again until i finally realise that.

was made a job offer and cried when i heard what the pay would be. told my mom and she also cried real hard (havent seen her cry in many many years). im so excited and so so scared and have to do so many things to get there the week has not started yet and im buzzing

am alive

i should have been documenting everything ive been told or heard during my time at this crazy ass job theres no way ive been through all this

i loved it…. fake little drink

greek person gets introduced to caffè al ginseng

those cortis boys are so talented and i really enjoy their music but i cant deal with the fact they are SIXTEEN????

i was at the post premiere drinks watching jk on weverse nothing will stop me from being purple blooded

venice was an absolute dream but going there for film related work during this crazy festival is not for the weak.

how is venice a real place

and my username is literally nez

searched my name online to see what our clients see and after linkedin and imdb theres my pinterest acc with a big ass zoomed in pic of jks nose as my pfp

i love my second job but i have to listen to 2 hours of a zoom meeting about croatian and finnish deminers in order to actually work on it. CINEMA!