Bine 🐻‍❄️🕸

I just misspelled foreboding like 12 times in a row so if anyone ever asks how the writing is going there's yr answer

We did it 👏👏(outline of book 1) now I can start actually slotting scenes in place and filling in the rest 🏚🏚 it's time to face that monstrosity of a document 😐

Felt the fixation on my book slipping away, saw a tweet asking ppl what they never see represented, did a read, sprinted back to my book. So now that I know what motivates me, I can SO get this book out. 🤞

#queerwriter #writing #queerbook #writingcommunity 📚🌎

15 yo me screaming crying cuz they used flag colours on characters to tell the audience if they were trans or a specific sexuality but now everyone would go "it's just colours!!" BRO 😭😭😭

Any other #autisticwriter have issues where you'll be mega into writing yr wip then a new hyperfixation comes along and you go months if not years without writing at all or is it just me

Wait that's actually funny I might

Looked in my scenes document. Never again bro 🙏🙏 5 books worth of miscellaneous scenes in one document 🙏🙏 I'm never going in there again 🏗 I just needed one scene and I think I read a bible worth of words man 😭
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"You need to market your own book and build an audience" yeah that's fun and all until I fall out of the fixation with my book and don't open any socials for 10 weeks

Can't tell if I'm becoming hyper critical or if every book I'm reading truly is that bad 💀💀

My favourite part of writing is when you accidentally do some cool asf symbolism like woah my brain is so smart n 10 steps ahead of me at all times

I don't care how bad it gets I'm not marketing my book via buzz words and fanfiction tags

It's pride month so remember to show support by giving your local queer 500000 dollars cash 🗣

Hi! You may call me Bine. I am The Author of many unwritten stories 🤭📚 I write horror with a splash of fantasy, mostly. You can expect irregular updates on anything related to my stories, with a side of things that happen to me 🔥 I also enjoy learning things and spiders 🕸

Jumping between writing the book and making the board game that appears often cuz I couldn't decide between the two pls 😭😭 #writing #writingcommunity #writer

Making the board game that appears often in my book to play it so ik how exactly itll flow irl. Bro I hate board games,,,,

The good part abt all my single books is they are technically set in the world of DnR to help me with the worldbuiding so ???

I'll probably end up publishing a different book first, as DnR is a planned 5 books, and I'd rather write them all first to ensure everything is tied up nicely :) compared to my single books, it'll take a bit lol

Laughing because when I mention I'm writing a book people think it's nearly done. "When are you publishing it." Well if I keep going at this rate then probably 10 years 😭😭 I want the worldbuilding done first!!!

Haha oops forgot this existed!! Anyway started a short piece that somehow turned yet again into horror w/ a side of trans my bad! It's almost like being trans affected a large part of my life 🤔🤔
#queerwriting #writing ykw actually nah tags are annoying thisll find those who need it 🙏

Oops made a background character have the most insane lore my bad it will happen again
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My own book being my hyperfixation is cool because it means I regularly go back to it but also why am I writing the class curriculums and lesson planning as if I'M the professors ??????
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Close up of an orange and white cat sleeping on a bed in the sunlight.

Picture of my cat (Eevee) cuz ndis rejected the invoices for the driving lessons THEY approved lmfao I am so done

lol why'd I spend 6 hours last night making my MCs in the sims. I was struggling so bad even with mods 😭😭 I could've been sleeping 😭😭

Okay new issue: I can't read my own handwriting.
Solution: My mum can.

I spent 30 minutes flipping through my notebook trying to find certain information cuz I SWORE I wrote it down I remember writing it. Anyway so the pages were glued together by ink.

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Everyone asking me when my book will be published VS me still halfway through making up a language, with the intention to make more 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️
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Life is so cruel cuz wym I have to regularly post in order to market myself n my book. No. If I publish it n no one reads it that's not on me 🙏

Basically during another "why can't we get Anything that'd help" phone call, the support coordinator said we should stop pushing or NDIS will heavily focus on me and review the plan (they do that yearly anyway?), and possibly kick me off (her words), which is an interesting thing to say tbh

Might get kicked off NDIS for asking for sound cancelling headphones girl WHAT 😭😭😭

Was using #TinyGlade as a general "map" for my main "town city thing" and severely underestimated how tiny the glade really was but this cathedral looks cute asf so who's the real loser (it's me. I need to learn blender) also I am NOT learning architecture leave me alone ❤️❤️❤️
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