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Am I in the midst of a depression or do I have no energy or desire to do anything for other reasons? Its quite unclear.

Woofy woof woof

Feeling burnt tf out and would love a vacation. Unfortunately - I am poor.

Anyways, happy Wednesday. 🚿

Awe fuck. Grab your ankles, we might be spiraling 😵‍💫

I think the post office is slowly failing and no one is talking about it. This is also me bitching bc for whatever reason my job still mails me a check and I haven’t been paid in almost a month 🥲

“Thinking of everyone in PV” accompanied by a collage of thirst traps from your latest trip there. Gays, what are we doing??

In honor of Team USAs 33 medals

New week. Same me. Same routine. Keep going 😤💪.

Forever in my heart. Love you, Paul.

Someone who introduced me to countless people, many of whom are dear friends today. The person that lead me to living in Kansas City for a period. I don’t have a sufficient vocabulary to express the friendship we had. We’d fallen out of touch in recent years and I can’t help but regret that now.

Potential oversharing - unfortunate part of being on mood stabilizers/anti-depression/anxiety meds, at times when you should, and want to cry, you simply can’t. Tonight I attended a celebration of life for a dear friend. Someone who showed me what it could be like to be an out gay man.

Watching a delivery status go from “Tuesday between 11 and 3” to “Tuesday by end of day” to “On the way”. 🥲

All of my socials are some form of the following: gays at the gym/posting thirst traps, gays on vacation, news about how the world/country is burning, or the Olympics. 🫩🫨

Surrounded by other gays. Slightly buzzed. Wearing shorts in February. In this moment I am happy.

That first 50° day in Chicago really hits like crack.

Flexy Friday. Make the most of it 💪.

Hot damn

I think we have to come together as gay men and agree that sometimes we are in-fact doing way too much.

Too many clothes

First half-tights run of the year. Need to lock-in and loser the winter weight.

Honestly, good point. Enjoy your new home

Honey how many more signs do you need? LEAVEEEE

I’ve definitely encountered the part of winter when I fall into a seemingly bottomless pit of indifference. Oh to be an infinite vacation budget gay.

I’m not saying I need a boyfriend by summer but I will need a trusted person to trim/address this newly surfaced back hair situation bc what tf.

That’s the unfortunate part. Womp womp

My favorite thing about every job I’ve had is getting to point when your employer recognizes you’re competent and gives you other people’s work to do ❤️

San Francisco looks so gorgeous. Living there must be idealic.

Attempting to be social at a bear event lol. It’s seldom that serious with me.

You know what - maybe this just isn’t for me.