⠀i’m  almost  never  serious ,  and  i’m  always  too  serious .  too  deep ,  too  shallow .  too  sensitive ,  too  coldhearted .
i’m  like  a  collection  of  paradoxes .
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⠀i’m  almost  never  serious ,  and  i’m  always  too  serious .  too  deep ,  too  shallow .  too  sensitive ,  too  coldhearted .
i’m  like  a  collection  of  paradoxes .
⠀yes , yes , yes , i do like you . i am afraid to write the stronger word .
09.05.2025 21:45 — 👍 0 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 0⠀i’m becoming more a vessel of memories than a person .
08.05.2025 18:03 — 👍 4 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0⠀i  wake  up  like  a  stray  dog  belonging  to  no  one .
cold ,  cold ,  and  the  rain .
friendships  outgrown  or  ruined .
⠀replace me with someone easier .
07.05.2025 04:25 — 👍 2 🔁 4 💬 0 📌 0⠀wish i could turn you back into a stranger .
06.05.2025 18:03 — 👍 6 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 0⠀ask me to stay , and i will . i will drop everything else if you ask me to stay .
05.05.2025 19:42 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0⠀you’re my favorite friend , i’m sorry that i want you like a lover .
04.05.2025 20:27 — 👍 2 🔁 3 💬 0 📌 0⠀they  tell  me ,  shaking  their  heads :
‘  you  should  be  kinder .  you’re  somehow  furious .  ’
i  used  to  be  kind .  it  didn’t  last  long .
⠀why can’t you see me .ᐣ why can’t i stop needing you to see me .ᐣ
02.05.2025 16:20 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0⠀i  belonged  to  no  one .
not  the  right  daughter .
not  the  right  sister .
not  the  right  friend .
not  the  right  lover .
⠀one day i am gonna grow wings .
01.05.2025 02:50 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0⠀crawl inside this body— find me where i’m most ruined , love me there .
30.04.2025 17:22 — 👍 4 🔁 4 💬 0 📌 0⠀i have a feeling you got everything you wanted , and you’re not wasting time stuck here like me .
30.04.2025 02:59 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0⠀nothing i do is ever good enough .
29.04.2025 15:34 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0⠀whatever our souls are made of , his and mine are the same .
28.04.2025 17:03 — 👍 7 🔁 4 💬 0 📌 3⠀come on , don’t leave me , it can’t be that easy , babe .
28.04.2025 00:13 — 👍 1 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 1⠀the songs on the radio are okay , but my taste in music is your face .
27.04.2025 03:55 — 👍 1 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 1⠀you’re an angel , i’m a dog .
26.04.2025 17:01 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0⠀don’t forget about me .
25.04.2025 16:23 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 4⠀you are not the villain . you once held my hand .
24.04.2025 15:04 — 👍 4 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0⠀how could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine .ᐣ
23.04.2025 13:54 — 👍 1 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0⠀you’re  just  thinking  it’s  a  small  thing  that  happened .
the  world  ended  when  it  happened  to  me .
⠀i’m afraid that you won’t need me anymore .
21.04.2025 20:47 — 👍 2 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 1⠀nobody’s son , nobody’s daughter .
21.04.2025 06:33 — 👍 2 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 0⠀scared  of  my  own  image .
scared  of  my  own  immaturity .
scared  of  my  own  ceiling .
scared  i’ll  die  of  uncertainty .
⠀but i always knew that in the end , no one was coming to save me .
19.04.2025 14:55 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0⠀this is the story of how i died .
18.04.2025 14:11 — 👍 2 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 0⠀i  need  a  father .
i  need  a  mother .
i  need  some  older ,  wiser  being  to  cry  to .
i  talk  to  god ,  but  the  sky  is  empty .
⠀please don’t be in love with someone else .
16.04.2025 13:32 — 👍 1 🔁 3 💬 0 📌 0