eleanor

if you got any of the gap x sandy liang stuff you hate me specifically

and a good one at that

it’s a good time in history to be a trans woman who can do a cameron winter impression

Oh Oh

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fuuuccckkk my vagina is chopped and unc

so far it’s pierce from soul glo and michelle tea and both times it’s happened i get derailed for the rest of the session just like Hello????

need my therapist to stop revealing that they’re friends with scene-heros of mine

don’t even wanna be overdeterminative about cameron the whole band is fucking locked in

when your children ask you about generational runs in the 2020s you’ll be doing them a disservice to not mention the back half of this geese record

sasha’s roasting me but idk there was that one episode where they were both dating that girl and i thought it was cute ok

is it weird that i wanted to be in a throuple with the main characters from portlandia

think it’s awesome that the blue people in avatar have normal teeth

they’re calling it the greatest car of all time

jenny holzer with her BMW art car (and driver bill auberlen) in 1999

photo of rei from neon genesis evangelion wearing a green bay packers hat standing in front of the lake superior shore with superimposed text reading “BONUS FACT #1 Rei is a resident of upper Michigan”

i’ll start buying 3% elastane denim again if 2026 gives us a new album by the xx

On the a/s/l book tour I did a mini trans open mic in the small Michigan town where my parents live. and they and my sister came. and we listened to a teenage trans girl tell us about how transition had reconnected her to her faith in Jesus Christ. Because that is how much, to her, it meant.

she automate on my sidechain til i …….. she sidechain on my automation til………… she fl on my studio til i cooly she…..

Learn to sit back and observe. Not everything needs a reaction.

nurse hit me with a back to back “welcome to womanhood” when asking me about my complications…. maam i **** * *********

also like i am not public about my appearance on here but trust me that getting misgendered is a pretty farcical proposition atp lmfao

getting misgendered by relatives i didn’t expect to be at my mom’s house when i got here what did i fucking do to deserve this

don’t let my public whining dissuade you it is pretty epic

i have a coworker who doesn’t even call it a trans journey she’ll just refer to my gender as “this journey you’re on” in a kinda wistful voice, usually in the context of a sentence that maximally distances our experiences from one another

Suicide Algorithms and the Progress of Reason by C.E. — Imposter I have had a lot of time to find things, to chart how it began to shift. The earliest inflection I can find is when I liked a friend’s picture, a bumper sticker that read “i <3 death and dying”. F...

Strange, dense, wordy prose out of the Pacific Northwest today.
C.E. has machines in her head that I don't quite understand, but am nonetheless thrilled by.

it always surprises me to flip through michfest programs and there’s like at least two earnest Goddess related pieces of programming a day

we’ll keep workshopping it

things are going well in the short story draft