︎ ︎ ،،̲ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ HELL'S ︎ ︎ ︎ ꒷꒦ ︎ ︎ BELLS.

i am grateful for it all; the agony of reinvention, the bliss of becoming.

i don't need to flirt i get bitches with my autism, very severe trauma and my tiny waist

sometimes i feel guilty going outside, like i'm unworthy of the sun shining on me.

this is not a love story, but love is in it. that is, love is just outside—— just looking for a way to break in.

i want to sleep while holding you in my arms.

the smell of alcohol and roses reminds me that i'm part of something much bigger than myself.

most end in a tragedy, full of suffering and lamentation.. but among the infinity, i catch a glimpse of tranquility.

i am grateful for it all; the agony of reinvention, the bliss of becoming.

it's a summer day, and i want to be wanted more than anything else in the world.

no celestial body could compare to you.

shut your dirty mouth. if i could burn this town, i wouldn't hesitate to smile while you suffocate and die.

this can't go on, something's got to give.

if you really loved something, wouldn't a little bit of it always linger?

at least curse me a little at the very end.

the words spilled from your worn-out lips spilled like foam.

i feel bad for you. / i don't think about you at all.

i would have loved you for a thousand years; i would have died for you.

follow me.. and rest in my grip!

if i were split in two, i would just take my fist so i could beat up the rest of me.

your postcards hit me in waves. sadly stinging me with songs from yesterday.

I THINK YOU'RE HOLDING THAT HEART OF MINE. squeeze it apart, that's fine.

bludgeoned, and beaten; broken, and defeated. mother, do i make you proud of me?

this pussy v.i.p, and he can't get in.

the lamb loves its wolf. the wolf turns all white and starts quivering out of love for the lamb. the lamb loves the wolf's fragility, and the wolf loves the frail one's force.

your postcards hit me in waves. sadly stinging me with songs from yesterday.

i can't breathe, and i can't smile. this better be worth my while.

i was so happy whenever you came to visit me. a single glance from you in my direction could brighten up my whole day. you were almost like a calamity. and i have always, always.. always loved that very calamity that swept over me like the tempest.

Too depressed to jark off so im just kinda Holding it . Gave it a squeeze.

you made me feel alive again, i wish we'd never met.

if anybody wants to talk i'll be sprawled on these cathedral steps spitting out blood and screaming