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um i woke up to 30 crows outside my window

bro 6 crows just flew past my window what

people commenting pics of bird food i can buy, like i don’t spend hundreds on huge quantities of bird food

bro i just didn’t come prepared one day and bought them the safest food i could find from a shop

but now ppl think i don’t know ball 😔

literally have multiple types of oats bought from bird feed places

apparently i fed the birds something i shouldn’t, and im willing to learn, but im pretty sure they’re wrong because im not using “oatmeal” im using whole solid oats but idk man lets see how it unfolds

im so sensitive to criticism but i want them to be safe. just wish people were gentler w it

imma big hater of negativity and assumptions

crow was waiting for me outside my door and all 3 of them followed me to get fed yippee thank you crows

well ik why ,all i can think abt is the wars

there’s such a loud helicopter circling my building why do i feel so scared

someone asked to film me again the other day, i wonder if ive ever been posted somewhere . i wish i could find out . maybe one day my face will pop up on my own fyp and ill get jumpscared

my pigeon is loving my heated blanket he’s loafing against my leg , not allowed to move now

hoping that i’m recovering as the spring comes but im scared to have hope and im scared that i wont be physically/mentally in a better state in time to take care of and befriend this year’s waterfowl pairs and offspring . but its my biggest priority its so important to me

fuck you *eats your bay leaf*

i got things to help him too
hopefully we’ll both struggle a little less with the home

next month i wanna get a shower seat . i will be sensible and wait till next month ….

spent a lot of money, so i feel bad… but at the same time i ordered things that were needed and will help me function at home

a lot people in my comment section (tt) do NOT have reading comprehension

this is what every day after school felt like. the pure exhaustion and light headedness and the migraine aura from all the fluorescent lights and thinking too much. having to sleep as soon as i got home.

i’m so annoyed that my body won’t work and that i had to go home early and not do anything i wanted/needed to do

it feels so bad, nobody could function in this state . i think imma fall asleep now being outside was too much

evil body (cramps)

still not well rested

slept 9am to 2am 🫩

waking up feeling
like i haven’t been breathing, my lungs so air hungry

hmmm i think i have sleep apnea

got thru heavensward in a couple days go me

am i strong enough to resist the spicy ramen craving

i don’t wanna avoid gluten ihate ts i just want comfort ramen noodles or something fuck

i will never not be mad abt this. governments are like “why don’t young people wanna work anymore” when actually masses of young people are either DESPERATE for work OR cannot work because of an insane increase in health problems after covid

and how have i been basically bedbound since then (aside from the warmer months where i spend time with birds)

AND HOW HAVE WE FORGOTEN ABT COVID, IT PERMANENTLY RUINED MY LIFE AND FOR MILLIONS OF OTHERS TOO

how the fuck was 2020 6 years ago bro