mayvis !!

oh my god this is exactly what i needed.. i’ve been completely checked out of taylor town since the album dropped😭

oh it’s going to ruin me i fear

and if i say theylor

i would cheer very loudly🙂‍↕️

HALFTIME SHOWWWWWWW LETS GOOOOO PUT CUTIE BENITO ON MY SCREEN

Chappell Roan arrives at the #GRAMMYs red carpet.

i’m writing a fanfic.. turns out being in your 20s is all about realizing all the shit you were into at 12 was actually super cool and everyone else was a hater

i stumbled into a new hyperfixation guys.. it’s my first one since the eras tour ended and also my first SHIP in.. probably since the larry days. anyway all of this is to say i’m literally a byler addict, it consumes my every thought and even my dreams, i’m exclusively consuming byler media.. HELP!!

it’s real!! i just had my bestie confirm, she has apple music and i don’t.

and in delicate it’s changed from “oh damn” to “goddamn”

& IDSB from “i don’t regret it one bit” to “and if he calls me a bitch”

hey why didn’t anybody tell me about ashnikko? i just discovered her like a week ago and im literally addicted to her newest album

ZOEY 101!! that’s the show

idk why but my immediate thought was that show with jamie lynn spears.. wtf is it called.. i can’t think of the name. super popular y2k show im just blanking on it

giggling at the fact that one of the main characters in hayley kiyoko’s new book is a sapphic poet named ivy🙂‍↔️

If you’re not in on this yet, get to it!

#bigbeautifulboycott

welcome back scream queen🙂‍↕️

please do not feel obligated at all!! i don’t want anyone to put themselves out to help me🥹 i just wanted to share it in case anybody in a position where they aren’t having to worry about money so much happened to stumble across it

even just knowing im not alone in the drowning helps🫶🏼

i can never come out to my family, but i came out as bi to everyone else when i was 16. comphet being a possibility wasn’t even a thought in my mind!! then i hit 23/24 and realized “oh shit hahaha yeah i’ve never actually liked men” and had to do a lottttttt of relearning myself lmfao

you run. the cognitive dissonance between knowing everything you were taught was wrong and just hate but also the feeling of knowing everything you are goes against everything you were taught? and having parents who are still in it?? it’s so complicated dude

i just commented something like this on the quoted post. those people truly cannot grasp it i fear. no matter how much your beliefs evolve, that’s what you were raised on. that’s what you were taught in your most formative years. that’s a core part of your brain. the shame LINGERS no matter how far

like even knowing you were indoctrinated & that’s not true.. everything you are goes directly against everything you were raised to believe. changing your beliefs as you grow doesn’t erase the core pillars of what was instilled in you. it’s hard to shake the shame completely, from that alone

lingering effects it has on a gay persons mind to be raised not only around normalized homophobia but to be TAUGHT and raised on the idea that queerness is an abomination and going against god. something you will eternally burn in hell for. that shit will plague your mind even after getting out

allll of this + i think people with that mindset don’t realize how much self-directed hatred lingers from being raised in that southern christian conservative nonsense. as you grow you break down the hatred/bigotry towards others but you still hold it for yourself. they don’t think about what

the death grip this body suit has on me

happy souplor day! 🍜🫶🏼🍲

celebrating w/ miso broth, ramen noodles, bok choy, and fried tofu. simple, just what i had in my house already, but yummy nonetheless.

+ the added bonus that i feel a part of the community celebrating with you all. i love all of you and this corner of the internet so much!

this reddit thread made me realize ramen is considered soup (i knew but didn’t think about it) and i just so happen to have miso broth, ramen noodles, tofu, & bok choy on hand.. participating for free!!!

recommend yummy but cheap soup recipes pls!!

i want to participate in the fun but i’ve only got $80 left in food stamps to get me + my son through the shut down

so gay and so hot😭

chappell roan, 5SOS, the 1D boys solo albums, the two lips, reneé rapp to name a few